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heys

2009-04-23T00:18:00.000-07:00

heylooshk !!
LONG TYME NO UPDATE HUH
cos, my laptop is in repair
computer has virus
:D
nyahahha~
lol

well, sat & sun i cried
strtin frm sun night i have a slight fever
thn mon flu but go to skewl
thn tues didn't go skewl,sick !
i vomit,idk why
didn't eat and eat i still vomit..
and have slight fever and flu..heh
so yrh

well,till nw im still sick actulli
but still need to go to skewl.
well,wat to do !
and u noe wht !!
todae, byk TSET SEYH !!
MT, ENGLISH AND SCIENCE..
is lyk wth !
well, the lab gotta close early so
gtg
buyhbye!!

love yarh !

2.4km run

2009-04-05T05:53:00.000-07:00

heyloshk !
well, im here just to tell of you
about yesterdae and todae..

yesterdae..
i got 2.4km run, at Pasir Ris Park
and i woke up at 6.30am in the moring cos
im meeting my frewn at eunos MRT at 7am
so yarh..
aft tht, i wait for Isnani under my block
and i do sme stuffs while waitin' for her
heh~

thn aft tht, we go meet the others at eunos mrt
thn ard 7.45 we went in and make our wae to Pasir Ris
thn we have no time to eat our breakfast at mcdonald so we make
our wae to the park straight away

thn..
i cheered for the sec2 guys
damn...
i cn't believe it !
raizan got 13th position..
now his fast ! gosh
last yr, he was a lil bit slow.
teehee(X

thn its the sec2 gilrs to shine
ah'has. lol.
mcm phm (x
thn...
i got 43 position...6th position to 43position !!
like wth happen to me !!?
heh.

thn aft tht...
i went wif erlyn, go white sand...tampinese...and eunos
blahblahblah
aft tht..
go hme, and have along nice sleep (;

alah... !!!

2009-03-30T07:32:00.000-07:00

hey,pep's
well, todae was F-U-N !
cause..
we the malay have conversational chinese
so yarh..
we made alot of NOISE !
YEAH ~

there's the sec1 oso..
Asyraf, Izzudin? and anther 1 i forgot the name. heh
thn todae was RARASAN && MATEEN badae ;D
well..
i made both of them a birthday card
and we sing them a HAPPY BIRTHDAE SONG
well, we the sec2 verii the KECOHkecoh ONE
so yarh ~

thn...
2mrw abg is not comming back
so yrh,must wait for him for anther hw many weeks oso idk
and this SAT im having..
2.4km run
walio..
i must try to get 5th postion or less this tyme
yeah~
wish me luck !

hehe..
well,i gtg
makbapak dh BISING !!
haiya
byees

seriously,wad happen ??

2009-03-28T07:39:00.000-07:00

hey!
well,hw to strt ?
hmm...let me see

todae,whn i woke up
i cried ?
its up to u guys to believe it or not
but wat i noe,is tht..
i woke up and i cried
and i will not tell why

in the end didn't go to library
so,wait till 2pm go mengaji
thn gie,nagaji alik kul 3.30pm as usual
thn went hme..
try to on the com and wait 4 the internet
omg !
it takes a long tyme
by the tyme,my mum get bck the internet thn can use -.-"
thn must off the com already
haiya.

thn aft tht,my frewn msg me and sae..
there's gnna be a smetink special gnna happen to me
and idk wat izzit
thn i lyk,wateva lh
thn,i try to get a short rest
aft the short rest,i do sme drawing
and suddenli someone called me
its lyk , omg !
seriously SHOCKED !
and seriously i was SPEACHLEES !
and all i cn reply bck was..
" huh. ahk. huh ?!?! "
and believe it or not
all the things tht the person ask me..thts wat i replied
heh

thn,in the end
end up like tht... -.-"
and SERIOUSLY I CAN'T BELIEVE IT !
AND I WAS SO DAMN BLUR
AND I DON'T NOE IF THT RELLI TRUE !?
hais.
i was so speachlees thts all i can sae
heh
thn till,nw..
i didn't contact anibdy,cht wif anibdy
i jus do my sketching and listen to sngs.

and nw,i got to kw abang is gnna extend his stay at there
hais!
miss him seyh.
thn tgh happy2,tk sabar diier alik
thn dpt tao,stay sane bapae hari pon tk tao
hais..

i need someone to be at my side
when i need them,badly
and that someone to be there for me always
and will never go away
*just wish

well,thts about todae.
hmm...kae lh. gtg
u guys out there,tc !
buyhbye

wtf

2009-03-27T05:25:00.000-07:00

heys!
well,todae...was quite okay lah
penat and berpeloh ader uh !
PANAS GILLER BABI XIIAK.

sampai berlpeloh,seyh
ah'has.
thn,todae..
Isnani join CHOIR ;D
whoohoo~
we have anther new member
yea!
fun to have her ard.

thn we the whole dae,for CCA
we didn't sing !
like,COOL ryte !?
onli for the NON-SYF people...sec2
thn we hang ard one corner,jer
dgr lagu, ckp2...
FUN GILLER !
hehe(x
todae,kecoh giller sia.
heh.
ketawe non-stop seyh!

thn,this sundae we have peformance
but idk where..
1.30-8pm
so yrh..
hais..
well thn,i go have dinner at Eunos Primary(my primary skewl)
yeah. so nw,im kinda tired
aniwae,2mrw i tink im goin out..
i wanna go to the library to brrw sme books,i tink.

aniwae...
DANIEL, U NK IKOT I GIE TGK DAVID ARCHULETA on 7april ?
its ur badae...thn we cn celebrate oso.
heh.
*kae,i dh ajak u.

sick?

2009-03-25T05:32:00.001-07:00

hais..
todae,well...okay lah
get bck my report book !
and i failed 4 but 5 passes :D
its KINDA good lah, cause my ENGLISH pass and im CLEARED ;D

thn, we get our new Ez-link card for Secondary
and u noe what !?
our pic is our PRIMARY SCHOOL PHOTO, sia !
like WTF.
secondary skewl lyf, pic Primary sekwl
haven't matured (x
ah'has. lol
but still, I DON'T LIKE IT !

well, didn't go for choir cause
the NON-SYF plp, no practise :D
yeah !
thn go hme, quickly get chge
cause, need to go to TM wif mom and meet dad there
my mom need to buy her skewl stuff cause she's a teacher
thn go shopping after tht

thn went hme
and now,i think im gonna be SICK
cause,i had a headache and i vomit );
hais.
i tink im ganna be sick,seriously.
haiya.
well,now i just can't wait for my brother to cme bck frm USA !
ah'has.
yea, his arrival at Singapore on Tuesday.
and he bought me bag and smeting else i think.
idk.
hees~
well, im so gonna FETCH him ! ;D
miss him,sia
lol.

thn on the 7 april..
DAVID ARCHULETA IS COMMING TO SINGAPORE !!!
WHOOHOO ~
IM SO GOING TO MEET HIM..
HIS GOING TO PERFORM AT THE, VICTORIA STREET THAT IS IN FRONT OF BUGIS JUNCTION !
WANNA GET HIS AUTOGRAPH IS AROUND 7PM
AND IM SO GOING !!! ;D
HEHE..
wanna, tagged along? anione.
teehee (x

this is wat i feel...

2009-03-21T05:58:00.000-07:00

dose it occurs to you that..
every time,you are in a relationship
a good relationship, with your loved ones
and suddenly it went all wrong and ruin
between you and him
and ruin by someone

well..
i have been there a lot of times
and it REALLY HURTS me );
the first, was i with Raizan
our relationship was kinda good than
someone came along
then i break up with him
and the next morning..
got to know..
ERLYN stead with RAIZAN
*damn SHOCKED
( last long ; 4months 19days )

then the second, was i with Faiz
we noe each other so long, and been together only for
16 days )';
and it was ERLYN fault again
she thinks i FLIRT with RAIZAN her BF
and told to FAIZ; her abang angkat (godbrother)
then it relly hurts,cause i did really LOVED him
and we noe each other about 6months+ and get together with him only
for 16daes )';
i just can't believe it that he really trust her godsister than his own girl
*just so disappointed
( last long ; 16days )

the third, i was with Daniel
i seriously LOVE him like how i love Faiz,but MORE than that
but we only last for 1month and 19days )';
i need to let him go, and there's a reason for that
and i DID want him back !
but how, can i ??
he doesn't noe it anyway,and he's with HER
and he has feelings for ERLYN
and he DID stead with her..
and its all because of her again !

( last long ; 1month and 19 days )

and YOU have ONCE told me,that you will NEVER go to HER
and YOU DID EVEN SAY THAT SHE IS A BITCH !
and what dose it all means to me right now, NOTHING !
YOU'RE WORDS IS JUST AN EXPRESSION HOW YOU FEEL
BUT YOU'RE ACTION IS JUST TO OVER AND IT SHOWS IT ALL
AND I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU, THAT IN THE END YOU END UP HER
WITH ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU'VE DESCRIBE ABOUT HER
AND IN THE END YOU; YOURSELF END UP WITH
A BITCH ! EVEN WITH A SLUT !
i have ever thought that you are the kind of a guy that get a PROPER GIRL and get all the PROPER LOVE that you ever wanted
BUT IN THE END..YOU END UP WITH HER; A BITCH
IM SO DISAPPOINTED AT YOU

i just don't get it
why must all my relationship with a guy..
must have to be her; ERLYN !?
and when my relationship gets better,and she came in
and its all RUIN & GET MESSED-UP
WHY !?
PLEASE ANSWER ME
WHY !?

i just want my relationship to be good,strong
and there is nobody to disturb or ruin it
JUST THIS ONCE !
I BEGGED, YOU
i just want HIS..
CARE, LOVING, SWEETNESS & SINCERE
that's all
from him to ME
NOT from him to HER

I JUST WANT IT BACK )';
it REALLY HURTS me
cause as you see..
all my relationship is RUIN and being DESTROYED
by HER !
i have no GOOD RELATIONSHIP at all
but for her, all her RELATIONSHIP is GOOD
not like mine..
cause she's the CAUSE OF IT
AND
I JUST WANT IT ALL BACK
the LOVE, the CARE & SINCERE
AND
JUST THIS ONCE
i want it to be
ONLY US, NOBODY ELSE
and
NO HER INVOLVED IN OUR RELATIONSHIP

and that is what i FEEL
MY LIFE IS ALWAYS RUIN BY HER
AND MY RELATIONSHIP WILL NEVER BEEN BETTER
WHEN SHE'S IN IT

*baby, to tell you the truth
i did still love you,till now
and you always in my mind everyday and every second of my life
i just LOVE YOU SO MUCH, until u don't realise it
and when this thing happen, i STILL DID LOVE YOU
even though i noe it REALLY hurts me, when you are with her
and you don't noe that..
you donsen't noe how dose it feels when,
your loved ones always been taken away from someone
and that someone always taken it from me EVERY TIME when im happy with that someone );
and to let you know
it HURTS SO BAD !
&&
baby, i just wish we could start ANEW
but i think, it will never happen huh
anyway, take care of yourself alright
love you always <3

*is your LOVE AND WORDS REALLY BEEN THERE FOR ME ?
AND DO YOU REALLY MEAN IT, WHEN YOU SAY " I LOVE YOU " ?
baby,please i wanna know the TRUTH
DON'T HURT ME ANYMORE, I JUST WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH
)';

JOHOR

2009-03-17T00:20:00.000-07:00

well,tht saturdae
go mengaji thn go to my mum's shop at Geylang
thn..go hme,pack my things cause
at 6pm my cuzzin is takin' me to go to JOHOR
they hv house ovr there,so we holidae at there
sleep there and we're having BBQ at there too ! :D

well,i penat sekali..
journey to there,inside the car i SLEEP
smapai sane,i SLEEP lagy
i almost of the dae,i sleep :D
hehe (x
tired seyh
tired of watching teevee,termenong jauh !
mata penat tao tak,mata pon kene rest tao !
itu pasal, i asyik tido je (x
hehehe

thn,tyme BBQ
org dtg,i bkn layan org..
i tgk teevee thn termenong jauh dgn teddy by my side (;
haha's. gerek eh,org dtg bkn nk layan :D
ah'has.
LOL !!
thn im back in spore yesterdae
ard 4pm..
thn,use laptop for a while
thn u noe wat,cme next !?
i...go to SLEEP ! :D
nyahahhaha's.

take teddy along wif mie *alwaes
thn tibe2 i cried )';
seriously, i cn't stp cryin'
but in the end,i tertido
heh.
thn,bgn buat PIZZA :D
mkn,lapar ah (x
thn,tgk teevee jap...thn tdo samapi the next dae

:. me and my anak sedare .:

TODAE

todae,go pasar..wif my nenek
thn,jumpe mahdi
thn...i went hme watch teevee
tibe2,mahdi ketuk pintu
ajak maen basketball -.-"
org tgh syok2 tgk teevee diier dtg lakk!
kacao uhs..tkperh ah
boring,jgk
beyh go dwn maen basketball ah,dgn mahdi
thn..tgh maen,dari jauh nmpak
nana neko dgn banana condom
drg nk beli baju,thn lepas tuu...drg nk trn bedok
so yrh,jumpe stakt kejap je
thn,countinue maen basketball

beyh,penat..
beli air coke,thn ice pop
thn he cme to my hse,maen DEAL OR NO DAEL !
siial,ah
mahdi menang dpt, $500,00 sia.
i oni get, $100,000 seyh!
padahal,i still have my $1,000,000
still alive ! thn tk dpt );
sedyh seyh
hais.
takpe2,this tyme he wins!
next tyme,no !

thn maen uh,gameboard...thn bukak laptop
thn baru skrg niie diier laik.
heh.
and ouh yarh!
MAHDI PEYH SLIPPER KAPPA KENE CURIK !!
keciian sakk,diier.
org yg amiik tuu,berani sak...
my mum kat pintu,org tuu blh je amiik
*padahal,my mum aru je kat pintu,org tuu aru turon tanger wif mahdi punyer slipper
and u noe wat!
org yg amik mahdii punyer slipper diier pakai,thn slipper diier..
diier gey tingglkn slipper diier kat tanger seyh
beyh mahdi,geram...mahdi gey tendang kasut diier sampai kat bawah
heh.
sial je org tuu!
org beli mahal2,senang2 je amik.
lagy2 ORIGINAL punyer KAPPA tao !!

well,this is about todaE!
FUN!

TOMORROW,IS GONNA BE A SAD DAE );
2mrw me and dan dh 2mths aniversary seyh
but to bad,we're not 2gther animre
hais.
well,to tell the TRUTH..
I MISS HYM !
hais.
wat to do,nth ryte?

aniwae,HAPPIE BALATED 2MTH ANNIVERSARY bby );
tc,and last long wif her!
looved <3

heys

2009-03-12T05:38:00.000-07:00

hey !
long tyme i didn't update huh..
sowiie !

aniwae,tht mon-wed go hme at 5pm
thurs at 2.20pm
fri at 12.35pm
i didn't go OBS so need to go to skewl,do CIP
seriously,i REGRET for not going OBS
wanna noe whY..
cos,CIP we need to do..
paint the DUSTBIN & the TOILET !
lyk WTF,ryte

thn...on mon
saw,our friends go OBS we feel sad
cos they go for 5 daes ! );
miss you guys
thn whn we have our break..
me,ina,tasha,mahdi and a'an
play TRUTH or DARE..
wow,its so fun!
ah'has.
thn go hme wif a'an

thn do the sme thing till todae !
ah'has
so boring i sae!
regret i sae,REGRET FOR NOT GOIN TO OBS !
but have sme fun oso,lah :D

well..
lyf is getting wiireder,tiring,sadnees,and manii mre
well..
thts call lyf izzin it?
yea..
hais..
grounded for 3mths..
wat to do...at hme no laptop*Ask permission and no hp oso
haiya..
thn idk if my grounded counted my badae oso
hpe,not
if yes,it will be a MISERABLE dae for me );

thn todae,get to use hp..
for the dae...
msg zai..
GEREK seyh!
thn msg abg zul..
missed hym alot! he miss me 2! ah'has(x
byk2 agy lh eh..
hehe..
FUN!
espicially msg ZAI
hees~

nw,i fed-up !
cos...FRIENDSTER tk leyh masuk seyh !
mepek,ah's !
urrghh...
GERAMNYER AKO !
hais.
kae,lh.
wat to do...
nth

well,i gtg
buyhbye

todae

2009-03-05T03:51:00.000-08:00

heys..
urrm,well..
todae,get bck MT and English common test paper
i fail,my MT
and pass my English :D
ah'has.
like...wth
haiya
but at least,i pass my English

cos...NA
if u PASS ur English, u need to pass anther 2 other subject
if u Fail ur English,u need 4 subjects to pass
thn...i pass my English and i oredii pass ather 2 subjects
tht means,im CLEAR :D
woohoo ~

yeah,aniwae...
todae...i cn't stp LAUGHIN' seyh
nyhahahha's (x
crazy uh.
hees~
thn..
otp wif syg,maseyh ketawe
ah'has
CLOWN ~
nyhahaha's
kecian diier
*soriie,but it is too FUNNIE tht i cn't stp laughin' :P
hmm...

thn aft skewl stght awae,go hme
and sleep,penat tao!
thn,bangun je...
my cuzzins is commin to my hse.
hais,kene lyn drg
haiya
kecohkecohKECOH...
aniwae,at skewl
i forgot to bring my science w/s
thn,miss salina ask me to write
100 lines.
hais.
thn half wae there,my eyes suddnli close -.-"
TIRED LEH
hees ~

thn yrh...
pass up,aft skewl finish
thn buy bubbletea (;
hees~
kae,lh
i gtg
tc <3

yoyoyo

2009-03-04T07:21:00.000-08:00

heys (;
urrm...
todae,go for recess early cos...
at 10.30 need to go to VCH (Victoria Concert Hall)
for choir practise
thn...
tgh mkn,siti panngil mie
ckp..cikgu aper entah,i forget his name
nk jumpe mie,cos siti ckp..
yesterdae i witness bende..
padahal2...tk ade bende pon

yesterdae,go hme...
saw..
anna was HIGH siot !
ah'has.
lol.
thn...
tht teacher ask me,wat i saw lh yesterdae..
i sae,i cn't see clearly cos..
i'am further awae frm them..
so yrh
aft the Qusetion'
go board on the bus
prepare go to VCH
WOOHOO ~ :D

thn..
ard 1.45pm board on the bus go bck to skewl
thn...go buy bubbletea
thn at 2.45 got choir again
has.
thn aft,choir
i and ina..nk lpk jap..
JAP JE
thn,dan kol ina..
dpt tao,BITCH tuu masih simpan number diier xiiak
hais.
kae,lh WATEVA !!
thn...
i use public phne kol him..
haiya
lepas satusatu ako masukkn 10cents -.-"
nyahahaha's (X
nvm,lh

thn...go hme
kol him,use my dad hp
hees ~
*shhh :X
thn,hang up cos dad need to go to work
kae.
thn nw,i wanna close laptop oredii.
hehe
bye2
tata's ~

<3

wat a dae

2009-03-02T06:24:00.000-08:00

hello...
well,todae i get back my history and chemistry paper
and i fail my history but i pass my chemistry
yrh..
hais
total i just get bck 3 papers and 2 of them i fail and 1 i pass
but yet,still not good enough..

uhmm...
and todae,aft skewl have D&T common test
nyahhaha's.
didn't stdy at all,i onli memorise the SCAMPER
ah'has.
and actuli todae oso must have LIT common test but teacher,give us anther 1 dae to learn or smetin cos she jus recover or smetin'.
idk.
hees ~
thn...
i haven't learn LIT seyh
cos,aft the D&T common test i straight awae go umah nenek
thn...
try to kol sme1 but cnnot
and i noe,pp8 diier LOW
haiya.
wth.

thn...
im not feelin' good
as if in,not feelin' well..
now,still lh...
got sme headache and sme thing
heh -.-"
aniwae,i gtg.
buyhbye..
tc,yaw

<3

bad dae for me ( 27.02.09 )

2009-02-28T00:53:00.000-08:00

well,yesterade at skewl...
cikgu nk jumper ako,TJ
pasal bende tuu,uhs
thn..
cikgu kebayakkn Question me uhs
and cikgu suruh diier,trn sekolah ako
kalao diier tk turon,cikgu nk gie sane
thn...diier tk leyh
diier ckp "krg yg buat,krg tanggung uh"
so...cikgu suroh kol my mum
thn kol uh,mama pon turon sekolah

thn mama dpt tao the whle stry and
mama was so damn mad and upset wif me
and mama even..
slap me 2 tymes,kutik kat mulut 4 kali,and kene tonyol 2 kali
hais.
dpn2 TJ ngn cikgu seyh
hais.
i cry all the wae
and i brk up wif him even
MORE WORST
and i dont feel like goin 2 choir but
i have to cos i got into SYF :D
yeah~
so,i go luh
and aft go hme,i strgt awae go to slip
and cn't stp thinkin of him and tht thing tht happen in skewl
hais

thn woke up at 8pm
thn watch teevee all the wae
cos i cannot use laptop animre
*i actulli can't use laptop ryte nw,but because kat umah nenek boring bwk thn kene mrh dgn mama
hais
thn ard 10+ i sleep
and i cry again
cos thinkin abt it again
hais
im nth w/o diier
so yrh..
hw i wish he noes hw i feel
and i feel,he dosen't care animre cos
ader byk org lagy bagos daru ako
so yrh

aniwae,till here uh
gtg...buyhbye
will update longLONGlong TYME
*cnt touch laptop animre
this is the last

wtf

2009-02-26T05:03:00.000-08:00

hais..
well,todae get bck our Physics common test paper !
and guess wat ?!
i...
FAIL );
by 1 mre mark seyh !
i get 11.5 over 25
walio...need to get 12.5 to PASS.
thn i missed by 1 mark !
hais,DUMBASS !
hate,PHYSICS !
hais.
nvm.

thn at skewl,bored as usual
thn my form teacher want to see me and T.J
talk abt smetin'
hais.
kecoh nah,aft tht
we were so relief cos,the problm has settled
mstly nt me lh,cos i did nth
but was so relief lh (:
happie sia,me and T.J
especially T.J :D
ah'has

thn,PE tyme run 3 rounds
thn got to kw,i hv blister at my toe !
wth.
hais. so the pain !
nk mandi pon,sakit(perik)
ah'has (X
aft the runnin'...
me, T.J, Ina and Nas
we talk abt sme stuffs
tht u guys shouldn't noe abt (;
but wat,nas and T.J sae..
is TRUE,and i oso feel tht wae );
hais.
EVERYF*CKIN TYME
IT is alwaes RUIN !
wat else you,want !?

eh,im so damn tired
of hearin' YOUR name,everiwhere !
mane2,ade namer kao.
kwn baru ako,pon tanyer pasal kao
tao,tk bingit !
ako tk tao,kalao kao mseyh ade cntct diier ke tk
diier,lagy ako tk tao
hais
i feel tht,u guys or diier is keepin smetin awae frm me
and i dun like it,and idk whether it is true or nt
but i hpe it is not true,tht u guys or diier
is keepin smetin awae,frm me
if got,pls tell me..
kalao ako dpt tao lgy rbk
percaye lh,ako
and nw,im sad abt it );

aniwae,thn nw...
so damn bored !
haiya
he dsne't kw tht im sad nor im bored.
cos i dun want him 2 kw..
cos i noe he is happie,and he is otp..
idk who (tknk amik kisah,nnty menebok je ako nie)
so,yrh.
*sshhh... :X

and 2mrw i have...
art common test !
wow !
ah'has
i hv plan wht im goin 2 drw
guess wht im goin 2 drw ...
im goin 2 drw JACK-IN-THE-BOX :D
hehe..
cool huh,wif onli 3 clrs..
light red,darker red(maroon) and pink
ah'has
so yrh,cool huh
i try it out oredii :D
and its so dmn nice for me
but for teacher and the marker i dun noe,lah eh
hees~
thn finish skewl at 12.35
thn go hme i tink or at skewl je till..
2.20 have choir
hais.
thn go hme lambt
and i bet i hv no mood to talk to anibdy
i tink. c first lh,wat is my mood for 2mrw
kae,lh.
till here,buyhbye
tc!

hello3

2009-02-25T04:13:00.000-08:00

well,todae have maths paper
and blh tahan lh,senang
thn hv choir todae
wow,so the penat one
balik ard 6+

go hme wif kak syazana
thn kecoh2
no,mood at all todae
but aft recess have IPW
TJ , diier satu punyer tk betol
ketawe je..
amik biscuit rg je tao,beyh igt ako tk tao ke per
hah's.
funnie2...beyh senang2 amik je air org
beyh ketok kepale nas dgn betol ako
haha's.
tak baek,haha's
tapy gerek per (x
onli for tht momment i laugh the rest no mood

so yrh.
tht's all.
aniwae,tc
buyhbye

abg!

2009-02-23T05:54:00.000-08:00

todae,have history test!
and i didn't learn or touch HISTORY at all!
but whn the Q cme out,i noe the ans -.-"
hehe~
lucky me (:

aniwae,in skewl is so stressed up
and i was,so tired
the last 2 period be4 skewl ends...
i sleep (;
hehe.
cos yesterdae sleep at 1+
so,yrh
TIRED !
and i was sad..
cause..

abg don't hv !
ah'has
dh lamer tk kacao abg
kat umah,sunyi2
tk KECOH :D
huahuahua

thn nth to do at hme..
aft skewl,sleep :D
thn ard 5+ bukak com
and revise for CHEM/BIO & PHYSICS
for 2mrw paper
and i took sme notes dwn
*rajin (;
thn cht,fs and blog
as usual
haha's.

thn nw..
kene off odredii
dh lamer dh,pakai
aniwae...
abg,kalao abg bace nie kan
belikan adek..
~ bag !
not the sling bag,backpack
and no PINK ! hate pink !
kae2.
hehe's.
kae lh
buyhbye

GDNITE.
SWIITDREAMS.
<3

abg is off,for 1mth )':

2009-02-21T07:51:00.000-08:00

~ me and abg ~
taken before he went inside,T3
jus outside the gate,where he is supposed to go in

hais.
this is like the first tyme,he doin this
and the first tyme im goin 2 spend my time all alone
w/o no 1 here wif me,whn im in need or in trouble

we go out frm the hse at 8pm
thn we check in his bags
aft tht,wait for his frwen to cme
they are otw to the airpot
thn mak,tante mella,syifa,luthfi and cik atan oso cme
ouh,ayah...is waitin for us there
thn we go and eat at MacDonald :D
we have alot of fun,b4 abg went in
his frewns is so damn funnie
espicially,bimandra :D
haha's.
we took some famili pics
thn friends

thn its tyme for hym to in,10pm
he peluk,cium mama
peluk,mak
salam tante mella
me...
he go JITAK my head ! -.-"
haha's. nah,its okay.
tht is goin 2 be the last he is goin to jitak my head aniwae
thn i sae..
"oi! ape nie,jitak2. peluk adek mane?"
thn i hug him,he hug me too
i was about to cry but,i try not to cry infrt of him and the rest
thn he do hand shake thingy,to his friends
thn it is about for him to go in
and ayah,is waitin' for him inside(the other side)
my dad is waitin' for him inside cos,my dad works there as a police

thn he alredy went in
we go and look at him
and wave at him
his friends call him
thn they hear his voice is so soft
they bet,tht my brother is cryin'
and they sae,are u cryin?
thn my brother sae,no
i think he is tryin to shw tht he is not sad
but we kw he is sad
aniwae,it is oso our tyme to go bck hme
and we go to the carpark
thn suddenli,abg call
abg want to talk to mama,cause he is alredy at his gate to where is his plane is
thn he talk to me..
he sae..
jager mama baek.dgr aper mama and ayah ckp.internet jgn pakai lamer.jagan kau balik lambat,butoh. kalao aku dpt tau,kau balaik lambat..aku dh balik s'pore kau siap.thn it was tyme for heim to go,and he sae "byebye,adek"
thn i sae, "byebye. tc tao abg. im gonna miss you!"
thn he switch off his phne.
whn we in the car,it was so damn sempit..
and luckily have bantal,i take the bantal and cover my face
i was silenty cryin'
no 1 noes

thn whn reached hme,i upload tht 1 gambar oni
and i cht wif syg for a while
thn he gave me sme swiit wrds
thn suddenli,i cry
i cry cause of abg is now gne for 1mth

hais.
kae lah,later i will put more pics.
cause the pic is at the camera and abg bawak
later if he have reached at there,he will update at his blog
thn i will take it frm there and i will upload here,aites
tc!
buyhbye

miss you,abang !
*while im writtin' this blog im crying )':

abg is off

2009-02-21T01:47:00.000-08:00

well,todae...
abg is goin to fly off to..
Washinton D.C, at nite.
and im goin 2 miss him.
sommre he is not in s'pore for 1MONTH !
its like,wth.
Jelousy and Sadness inside of mie.
Jelousy cos abg is goin there to meet..
Zach & JD seyh.
hmmph..
and Sad cos NO abg for 1MTH and no one to look out or after me
when i have problem or im in trouble no one is there to look back for me );
hais.
and at 7pm,we are goin out to airport to send abg..
but first we jln2 at airport for a while.
and ard 11+ he must go in oredii );

ABG,IM GOIN 2 MISS YOU !
YOU HAVE ALWAES BEEN THERE FOR ME,WHN I NEED YOU.
and nw,i need to look up for myself whn youre GONE.

thn,i jus on9..
i got to kw,my syg cry.
and he thinks i'am goin 2 leave him.
*IM NOT GOIN TO LEAVE YOU,SYG.
and u'll have my word.
if tht is not enough..
i'll shw it to u,tht u are my everythin'
and i will never leave u all alone.

hais.
aniwae,yesterdae do sme shoppin'
it is kinda fun cos abg have :D
ah'has.
bought sme shades...
its abg punye actulli..
and i wear the shades,it is so cool !

well, there it is..

~ shades ~

aniwae,gtg.
buyhbye.
<3

*syg dun cry animre && seriously YOU HAVE MY WORD.
I'LL NEVER LEAVE YOU <3

booohooo

2009-02-20T05:40:00.000-08:00

todae..
otw goin to skewl,i cried.
reached skewl,i cried.
b4 common test strt,i cried.
doin the paper,i cried.
aft the paper,i cried.
at hme,i cried.
*its like all the wae,and the whle dae [i cried]
and its all bout him.
he did nth wrg,but its just tht...
idk,uh. but wht i noe is tht..
i cried for hym,todae all the wae.

and..
didn't go 4 choir as
i go to see my *grandma she was sick.
thn..
2mrw abg is flyin' off
and..
2mrw is also RAIZAN'S BADAE !

HAPPIE BADAE RAIZAN ! (;
chey,dh 14 seyh (x
nyahahahs.

aniwae,thn at 8+ go to my nenek hse..
and take sme things while waitin'
i kol my syg.
thn tok to hym..
thn gt to kw sme things abt tht morning tht he msg mie..
and i was thinkin abt doin tht too,but i can't
thn he tht afternoon,he kol me.
and he tell mie sme things,hw/wht he feels whn i wif....
thn i oso did the same thing
and jus nw,i tell him hw i relli feel whn the first tyme i love him till nw.
and he sae sorrie to me,cause he tkde niat nk buat gtu.
and he is so sorie.

well,todae is the sad dae eva.
and tmrw will be sad a lil oso uhs.
cause my brother is flying off to there,for 1month! ):
hais.
there's no one to be there for me,whn i need them.
and smmre my hp kena amik by my mum again!
WTH !
hais.
thn cn't msg syg or kol syg animre ):
thn..
nw,i have LOST 2 of my LOOVED ones.
hais.
for tht bloody 1mth ):
im gonna miss you!

yo

2009-02-19T04:22:00.000-08:00

heys..
todae,was the first paper for common test; English composition
and it was easy lh.
makin' stories(:
and syg,wish me good luck(:
ty,dear.
aniwae,i choose number 2..its abt on the weekend wht did u do?
thn i write,abt me and my famili go ECP and Marina Barrage(;
blahblahblah..

thn aft the test,straight awae msg syg(;
thn...
was so HYPERHYPER giler babs.
idk whY. don't even asked(x
hees~
thn..
go hme go buy the usual things..
OREO CRUSH ! bubbletea (; <3 looved
thn go hme,talk to syg jap.
thn use laptop.

thn sleep.
whn wake up,get to kw..
he kol my hme and my MUM ANGKAT ! :X
walio.
i was shocked to hear.
thn he was shocked too (:
thn he sae he was so sorrie...he didn't mean it.
>> its okay lah syg. haha's.
thn whn i heard all abt it...
i laugh??
cause i was like..
jus wake up frm my afternon nap,thn this thing happen.
it was so FUNNIE??
and i thgt i was DREAMIN (;
hehe.
wiired huh :D

aniwaes,aft tht..
i on9,fs,listen 2 music and bloggin'
as usual (;
well,need to study MALAY uhs.
but..idk wht the hack is..
TATABAHASA siot.
mcm ane nk belajar??!!
help!!

HAKIM...
i ask him wats tatabahasa..
thn he sae,wait.
thn i wait..
thn he sae,u betol u nk tao?
thn i sae,yrh.
thn he sae tht again.
thn i sae,eh jgn mcm ginie uh..uatkn org suspen je.
thn he sae...sebenarnye...
thn i interrup...u pon tk tao kn
thn he suddenli sae...i pon tk tao!!
sowrrie..he sae
i was like...dh agaknyer.
haha's.
kelakar eh,HAKIM ! -.-"
Hhaha's.
adeade je,tao HAKIM nie (x

kae lh,gtg.
and find wat is TATABAHASA
nyahahhaa (x

haha's

2009-02-18T06:59:00.000-08:00

~ Tasha Jade & Atin ~

we have d&t..
d&t 3 periods sia.
thn was so bored,me and TJ go and take photos.
hehe,wit tht googles :D

thn..
todae,i get bck my phne.
yea ~
happie,but i have promised my mum smetin'
tht's why i get bck my phne.
thn aft skewl i top-up $6
thn i kol my syg...in the end
i didn't get to talk wif him..
ina and didi talk to him
but mstly is ina
KECOH sgtsgt (;

haha's.
syg tk baek..diier panggil
ina > banana split
ina panggil diier..
dan > do dol
drg panggil me..
atin > doughnut/ aitin (entah lh drg)
mepek2...haha's (x
wht can i sae, my LOOVED ONES (;

thn hang up..
ard 5+ syg kol me again..
ina lagy ckp dgn diier (x
hais.
tk dptchance ako nk ckp dgn syg ako nie.
tapy gerek uhs (:
thn aft choir..straight awae go hme

skrg niekn ATIN bdk baek (;
nyahahaha's. mcm pahams :P

thn at hme,syg kol me
at last got to talk to hym in PEACE ;D
hehe.

thn todae got HOT news!
erlyn kene tangkap dgn cikgu.
yg diier hisap!
kat sekolah lagy tuu,aru je 2nd period dh kene tangkap -.-"
bengs ke up diier nie ??!!
*dua-dua.
haha's.

thn we all,the malay girls..
HAPIIE GILLER BABS sia
lepas dgr HOT news tuu.
SENYUM BESAR,BEB :D

*xiiak je kiter org.
huahuahua.

and todae..
DANIEL AND FATIN
1MONTH :D
YEA ~

<3
looved.
muaacks.

well,tht's abt todae.
ty (;

sadness

2009-02-17T06:11:00.000-08:00

todae,at skewl..
it was so boring,i tell ya.
nth to do,but fun thgh for my friends and classmates.
happie for them (:

well,i was feelin' so lonely before and now.
and sadness.
i feel tht my heart was in a dark and sadness place.
tht i could not find my wae ):
i just cnt get over it.
even him.
i kept thinkin abt him.
eveydae. evertime. ALWAYS!

i just hope his okay and doesn't do any stupid stuffs.
and his happie.
thts wht i want frm him.

whn i get bck hme,i straight awae go to my room
and chge all tht and straight awae take teddy.
hug teddy so tight
and suddenly i burst into tears.
i was like so sad todae.
sad thn ever.

and i noe tht,tomrw we will not be in touch for almst the whole dae.
his busy,im busy.
and ouh yrh,i have no hp wif me!
well,sommre is our 1mth anniversary and
i feel tht i would not be happie on tht dae.
i cn feel it ryte nw.
cos ryte nw,im sad.
and 2mrw will be WORSE.
*marked my words.
i noe.

2mrw have choir sommre.
idk whether i have the mood to sing or not.
hais.

another 2 mre hours its..
18january09 ~

HAPPIE 1MTH ANNIVERSARY,SYG.
I LOVE YOU <3
and stay happie alwaes alrite,syg(:
muaacks.
muched loved;
fatin <3

haish

2009-02-16T04:52:00.000-08:00

well,todae
at skewl,have science class test.
and i have no idea whts the question is tryin' to ask.
and i have no freakin' idea whts the answer (;
hehe.
but still,i jus do uh.
maybe,i do anihw ltr get sme marks :D
nyahaha (x
thn suddenli,got malay class test sia.
wth. cikgu tk blg seyh.
again,haha's.
do anihow :D

thn,at skewl..
do the same thing >>
ask Yun Qi for some sweets (; (eat in class)
go toilet everytime; relief teacher
and write his name,everywhere
temernong jauh,tyme class
draw..

i dun noe whts up wif mie,now-a-daes
keep changin.
blahblahblah.
kae lh gtg.
buyhbye.
got to study

heylos

2009-02-15T04:51:00.000-08:00

~ its stated there <3>

~ his edit (1) ~

~ US ~

well...

todae,tk gie madrassah uhs.

sakit (;

hehe.

thn kol my syg...

thn kol him again at 2+...

todae was...

SUPERDUPPER-BORED !

hais.

yesterdae,was VALENTINES dae (:

didn't go aniwhere.

jus go to skewl wif dad,cos have PTI for prefects oni.

thn actulli yesterdae have plan to go to ECP,but thn..

i can't go. cos of tht dae on THURSDAE.

so yrh,didn't go. and i have no mood aniwaes.

mengaji pon tk gey,cos the PTI habis lambat.

blahblahblah.

TODAY...

more worst...

BOREDOOM KILLS !!

I TELL YA !!

NO JOKE.

thn nth to do...edit pics.

thn cht,fs,listen to music,otp wif syg.

thts all i do.

but mstly edit pics.

hehe.

well,i gtg.

buyhbye.

P.S

COMMON TEST IS COMMING !!

AaHh'sS..

on the 19 FEB.

wth.

it is jus AFTER 1mth wif him,dh common test !!

urRgh..so BAD !

pft.

~ his edit (2) ~

~haha's (; ~

VALENTINES DAE,IS TOMORROW !

2009-02-13T05:33:00.001-08:00

heyhey !

in class,we have a this thing called...

" my angle "

we,need to help the person tht we alredy pick up.

but tht person dosen't kw who u are.

so,yrh.

just nw in class we tell the person tht we are their angle.

and i get so many presents and sweet !

thx u guys !

espicially,ARINA my angle (;

she give me CHOCOLOTES :D

aniwaes,thn todae..

i straight awae go hme,as i cnt go for choir.

cos of YESTERDAE stupid plan !

i go follow her and him !

i was sick they still insist me to go.

we go bugis > city hall > penny > esplanade > esplanade rooftop > maraina square > HOME !

like wth !

i told them i need to and want to go hme at 5.30 but thn in the end go hme at 8 !

thn i kw i was in a DEEPdeepDEEP TROUBLE !!!

and guess wht..

I'M !

thn gt to kw frm my dad tht..

my mum and brother is searchin for me !!

thn...

frm tht onwards cnt tell you.

and...

todae i have no mood at all,in skewl.

so sad..

DAMN SAD !

cos..

cnt msg him,didnt talk to him almost 2 or 3 daes oredii !

:'(

miss him so much.

well...

just wanna sae...

happie valentines dae !!

muched looved by :

atin

MUACKS !

WTF !!??

2009-02-11T03:06:00.000-08:00

well...firstly want to sae

sorrie for not update blog yesterdae.

cos no tyme.

and jus wanna tell guys,my hp been confiscate by my mom AGAIN !!

like WTH !!

hais.

nvm. kae thts abt yesterdae.

TODAY ...

without my hp,wif mie.

i feel so EMPTY and LONELY.

as there is no MUSIC thrgh my ears and cnt msg my syg ):

and i didn't concentrate at all,sia.

thinkin' abt him (:

well...todae i didn't cme for choir cos

i was SICK !!

i told mrs.wong oredii.

she knws.

aniwaes,thn...

atin, lyn, siti, rai, fir, dan, zul, rara, billa...

we lepak.

thn we sit..we walk under the RAIN :D

~ wee ~

hee's.

thn get FREAKIN' WET sia.

but it was fun thgh.

thn...

the soccer ball stuck siol !

kat atas pokok ke per.

haha's.

padan muker drg :P

thn..

as lyn go do STUPID things.

thn semua TERLIBAT dlm pekara yg diier buat.

even MIE !!

she slash her hand...thn drh keluar.

thn rai pon take her siccors awae.

and pass to others uh.

thn i try to stp her.

even siti, rara, rai.

thn she keep hurtin' rai, i stp her uh.

thn i try to comfort her.

thn she tryin' to get awae frm me..

but i dun care,i grab her and HUG her.

and thn she got to calm herself as i was huggin' her and siti..

siti,cos she was cryin'.

thn...

aft tht she do it again,tryin to get the siccors bck frm rai

thnthn...

sampai...

rara pekik kat lyn.

thn she still do it.

as all of our hands is grabbin' at the siccors.

thn she keep grabbin' it and didn't let it go...

i can't take it animre..

i SHOUT and SCOLD at her sia.

to let the siccors go.

so FUCKIN' angry and mad at her.

thn she let it go.

dpt tao, my tangan kene slash dgn diier peh siccors.

even siti punyer tangan.

thn rara get the siccors she go and take out the screw and throw it awae.

thn lyn straight awae,want to go to the road.

me, rai, siti and rara STOPPED her.

thn she get fed-up..

she took her bag and left.

thn hack care her..

blahblahblah...

i was sittin' at the bench wif siti.

thn suddenli a soccer ball hit my GOD DAMN FACE !!

like..WTH.

it was so DAMN HURTIN' !

thn i was...

about to get knock out cos...

my eyes hurt as the ball hit my specs thn hit my eyes.

thn nw,i feelin' giddy.

cannot walk propperly sia.

thn the guy sae,im i ok or not.

thn i sae,no.

thn he sae,eat crrot byk2 nnty mate baeknye.

the guy is my frewn punyer frewn.

idk his name.

aniwae,aft tht FUCKIN' SHIT happen todae aft skewl.

i STRAIGHT awae go hme.

what a F*CKED UP DAE IT WAS TODAE !!

URRGHH...

(tell me abt it )

heyo

2009-02-09T06:31:00.000-08:00

todae...todae...TODAE !

have physics test...lit test.

haiya.

too many test sia.

well,wat to do.

common test is commin on the 19 Feb !!

walio.

aniwaes,in school is so DAMN boring !!

cos can't msg my syg uhs.

pp8 low beb.

thn i so bored i go drw and write somethin..

as the teacher was teaching this is wat i did....

:. nth better to do :D .:

:. my drawing .:

:. yeah. his mine ! .:

:. haha's. more worst nth better to do ! .:

nth better to do huh.

hees ~

well...

todae,i had alot of fun ! :D

YEAH.

k luh..gtg.

my parents oredii screammin' at mie to off the com.

well..gtg.

buyhbye.

HYPER BEB !!

2009-02-08T04:37:00.000-08:00

~ me and teddy <3>

haha's.

well...yesterdae nite was so FUNFUNFUN !!

cos,i was in a CRAZY mood :D

last nite,ard 11+ he koled.

it was alot of FUN,im telling yaw.

we laugh&laugh&laugh.

LOL (b' jgn mengire ehyk)

the JOKE was so DAMN FUNNIE,huh.

hees ~

thn abt todae,huh

urrmm....

in the aftrnoon,otp again.

hah's.

but this tyme...

i was HYPER GILLER BAB'S !

seriously. no joke.

haha's.

i make his dae and my dae...so WILD !

aft the kol...

IMISSHYMSOMUCH !!

hais.

but...

i still have TEDDY !! :D

hehe ^^

thn...i took a nap for a while.

thn i waitted for hym to on9.

i tght he will not on9.

cos i hv been waittin' for hym for a long tyme..

thn in the end he on9 !!

whuhoo ~

im happie seyh :D

cos..

i miss hym so much !!

well..i gtg uh.

wanna cht wit my syg (;

buyhbye.

weii

2009-02-07T06:28:00.000-08:00

saturday ! !

well,todae i have mengaji ard 2pm.

thn...yesterdae

i watch BANGKU KOSONG !

~ whoohoo ~

seram cey.

but dh tk seram sgt cos...

im otp wit my syg (:

thn he cn kacao2 me agy,cey.

pft.

aniwaes,i had fun.

cos i TERtdo,heh (x

hehe.

blahblahblah.

todae,nth much happen.

i top-up my phne.

and we talk.

and latr ard 11+ he goin 2 call mie,again :D

yea.

missh him so much !

thn2...

now,im bored.

lol.

but will not be bored whn he call mie ! (:

alah !!

now i oredii chge my mood !!

tht...

FUKIN' BASTERD MUZZY CANT STP IT SIAL !!

SIAL UH !!

AKO DH HAPPIE2 KAO TUKAR MOOD AKO SIAL !!

XIIAK UH KAO !!

DH PANDAI CKP GTU BEYH,NK OFF9 UAT APER SIOL !!

TEROS CKP UH SIA !!

TAK YRH NK OFF9 , ON9 ALIK UH MUSIBOT !!

PUKIMAK DIIER UH !!

geram sak ako,dgn MUZZY !!

ako tk carik pasal...dier nk carik pasal.

CB ,uh !

F*CK OFF LUH , MUZZY !!!

heya

2009-02-06T05:30:00.000-08:00

hey guys.

todae,at skewl..

i have HISTORY test..

thn it was so DAMN EASY 4 mie cos..

yesterdae i study till 1am in the mornin jus 2 stdy abt HISTORY.

wiired huh.

LOL.

thn aft recess..

i relise tht,all my frewns chge their mood sia.

tht morning they were in a good mood thn aft recess..

all bad mood.. hais.

it is all JUST OF A SUDDEN.

One by One all gne into a BAD MOOD.

well..

thn jus nw,go to KFC and have our lunch.

sedap beb :D

thn2...

do D&T cos we need to pass up it todae.

i do any hw one and..

I FORGET TO PRINT THE PICS SIA !

WTH.

haiya.

aniwaes, i talk to hym again.

~ wee ~

miss him alot cey.

now tht my pp8 low.

gonna miss him so much !!

I SERIOUSLY LOVE HIM; DANIEL !

CAN'T BEAR TO LOOSE HIM )':

HE MEAN ALOT TO MIE.

JUST WANT HIM, NO ONE ELSE.

AND I SERIOUSLY MEAN IT...

I LOVE DANIEL.

AND NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE HIM AWAY FROM MIE !

HIS MINE.

wth

2009-02-05T04:58:00.000-08:00

skewl...

like OMG !

hais. feelin' so tiired.

and i didn't concentrate much on studies again.

HAH'S.

aniwae..

todae ish...

AMEER'S BADAE :D

AH'MENGS BADAE :P

haha's.

wish u a happie badae,ameer (:

ah'meng betol kao.

lols.

thn2...

i have nth better to do..

i dae dreammin' :D

hais.

so stress up ..

thn nw...doin sme THINKING !!

wat the hell.

thn hear song.

so BORED !!

frm jus nw...

i THINK..THINK AND THINK !

(idk wht i thinkin abt...hmmm,or do i??)

haha's.

well..2mrw hv HISTORY TEST AND CHOIR !

WTH !

MLS SAK AKO NK GIE.

TAPI...TERPAKSE SIOL.

HAIYA.

TKPER2.

haiya.

HAIYAA....

LOLS

well..tc u guys.

buyhbye.

aniwae...

ADEK MISS ABG ZUL !!

*Sobsob

yo

2009-02-04T05:37:00.000-08:00

Todae...todae..ToDaY

let mie see..

i didn't concentrate much on my studies.

espicially on..

GEOG,MATHS,MT AND PHYSICS.

tht period of tyme...my mind is somewhere else.

kept thinkin abt it.

hais.

aniwaes,aft skewl..

go to buy sme food and top-up..

till money all FINISH !

haiya.

nvm. thn i was..

SUPER DUPER HUNGRY !!

want to eat and drink oso NO MONEY !!

thn choir tyme...

i was FREAKING COLD sia !!

cos the air con luh..so the damn cold.

thn we got 7mins break oni...i go out and i tght it will be hot and sunny.

and it turns out tht,it was cold cos it was RAINING !!

GODDAMMIT !!

haiya.

thn i go find some1 and just grab their hand 2 make myself a lil bit warmer.

haha's.

and borrowed lyn's jacket.

HUAHUAHUA.

aft choir...

we meet nas at the bubbletea shop.

and i saw hym drinking OREO ICEBLANDED.

i was so JELOUS..cos i have no money to buy tht !! D:

but thn...

he want to give me ,his $5 so tht i cn buy..but

i don't take it. i just dun one.

thn he give me his bubbletea :D

haha's.

aniwae..

THX NAS !!

thn i go bck hme.

and blahblahblah.

haha's.

now,im on9..but my syg not on9 cos he go and c the doctor.

hais.

pitty for him cos...

he have been sick hw many daes oredii and his sick is becomming WORSE !!

aww...

GET WELL SOON KAE,B' (:

k lah..till here.

buyhbye. tc,you guys.

YO??

2009-02-03T04:47:00.000-08:00

hais.

todae..uh

wat to sae..i oso dun noe.

where to strt...dun even sae.

HAH'S.

kae,well..

todae,i found out mre TRUTH abt my frewns and the person tht whom i loove so much.

it's like...

the truth relli hurts and make me sad whn i heard all abt it.

its like...

when im gonna loose them??

and i hope,NOT soon.

cos i need them right here beside me and to be with me whn i need them.

hais.

i just dun want to loose aniibdy.

(kae tht is one of it)

thn todae...

otp wif him again.

haha's.

well...i miss hym so much seyh.

*Blahblahblah.

thn i sleep at 7 till 8.20pm as i was tiired.

and nw..im doin this.

blogin. chat. fs. listenin to songs.

so yrh.

and my MALAY h/w the akhbar.

haiya.

well.. tht's all.

tc,u guys.

buyhbye.

hais. dunnoe wat to do.

2009-02-02T04:53:00.000-08:00

~class photo [2A]~

hais.

wat a dae,at school.

haha's.

school so BORING !!

can't msg my syg and my frewns seyh.

hais..so the DAMN BORING !!

thn recess tyme,as i was doin my prefect duty.

the malay guys..

( raizan,firdaus,farhan,musharraf,rasyhdan)

they go up to the second level WHICH they cannot.

then end up,they came dwn running.

cos,they are running away from the PRINCIPLE !!

HAH'S.

told u guys not too !

DEGIL.

and everii1 dpt lari EXCEPT for Raizan.

he kene tangkap by the principal.

HAH'S.

padan muker.

aniwae,thn i go hme at 4.30

the com lab tutup,uhs.

thn me,nas and lyn hang ard there.

nth better to do,we took pics.

enjoy..

~ [n][a][l]~

nas.atin.lyn

~nerds~

~the RETARDS~

well..thts all.

tc,babe.

hehe.

HAIYO !!

2009-02-01T04:33:00.000-08:00

hello,people !

urmm...well, sorrie abt yesterdae yaw.

hehe.

i noe tht i sae,i will bloggin' and on9 again but..

i didn't.

so,im sorrie.

well..abt todae,huh.

urm...

yesterdae nite,i go to my grandma's hse and sleepovr there.

and as usual, kol my syg (:

we talk and talk and talk..

haiya.

till in the mornin' :D

thn guess wht...

ard 12+ suddenli i talk to my syg and

suddenli stpped talkin..and u kw wht !?

he is ASLEEP oredii.

hehe (X

kecian b' i, diier penat luhs.

thn i oso kept quiet uhs.

thn till the next mornin' i found out tht..

i suddenli fell ASLEEP TOO !!

LOLS.

duadua TERtido tyme otp.

-.-"

hehe.

aniwae,thn i went bck hme ard 10+.

and hais.

kol my syg again -.-"

lols.

*i love talkin' to him.

and he tk gie madrassa cey..

blahblahblah on the phne till the aftrnoon.

hees.

thn...i hang up.

thn he was like waitin 4 mie to on9 ard 4+ till 7+

thn nw can..cos of the stupid internet !!

aniwae,whn i jus on9 tht BASTERD MUZZY !!

CB,uh him.

blm pape je...dah ckp ako playgirl.

bf here, bf there.

eh,palapuki xiiak anak tuu !!

kiter peyh lamer tk cht,kao block ako..beyh skrg kao unblock ako

beyh ako aru je on9 kao ckp gtu !!

kao ader aper hal sak laki !!??

dah bape lame bulan tk beboal baru skrg nie beboal ke per !!

lagy2 hina ako !!

ehyk,F*CK OFF LUH EHYK !!

MIND YOUR FREAKING BISSNESS !!

AND KAO CIAPE SAK,NK CKP AKO GTU SAK !!

KAO NK CHAT DGN AKO BEYH APPER OFF9 KE PER !!

ASL SAK !!??

KONEK KECOT KE PER SIAL !!

TK DER HAL NK CARIK HAL !!

BEYH APPER OFF9 !!

DH SAH, KONEK KECOT UH !!

PALABUTOH.

URGHH....

SO FED UP !!

HATE MUZZY !!

NK STEP MANE PEYH CPT !!

URGHH....

aniwae,i had enough of tht FREAKING BASTARD !!

well..till here uh.

no mood uhs !

tht CB...chge my mood sia !!

k lh..update blog latr.

i dun mean it !!

2009-01-31T01:39:00.000-08:00

hais.

wat a tiring and boring dae i had ! !

i didnt go mengaji seyh !

haiya.

cos im SICK !!

hais.

thn i kol my syg ard 10+ till 5+

hehe.

so FUN talking to him ! :D

well..now

im listening to music. chat. fs. and blogin' :D

now im waitin' for shah 2 download for mie the song (:

hees.

aniwae,thx shah !!

and hpe u get well soon oso.

hees.

well...todae im so happie !!

actulli yesterdae i strt to be happie oredii.

im bck wif DANIEL !! :D

and i can't bear to let him go again !

and hurt his feelings again !

never again !

I PROMISE.

aniwae,i gtg uhs.

ltr i on9 again and blog again.

haha's.

aites,gtg.

buyhbye!

pics!!

2009-01-30T22:53:00.000-08:00

here are some pics we took...tyme choir :D

haha's.

well...

ENJOY !

syazana ( my senior,kakak) and mie (;

mie and jacelyn :D

is great tht she is bck in choir !

~ WHOOHOO ~

lyn. atin. xinmin. lulu. <3

loove them so much !

mie.. white specty is LOOVED <3

aniwaes,yesterdae choir was so DAMN FUN !!

and we took sme pics.

so FUN !

whoohoo.

and aft tht i go clinic.

go check up.

and guess wat !!??

I CANT GO OBS !! :(

so.. yrh.

hais..

nvm.

kaes. till here.

buyhbye.

update wit u latr.

hw !!??

2009-01-29T01:47:00.000-08:00

whn i woke up...

and all tht i gt some unread msges tht is frm Ubai.

thn...dan msg mie.

he keep telling mie tht he is sorrie and he love me and syg mie.

he sae...he won't let mie be.

and all tht lh.

I also feel the same wae..

but somehw i jus need to let go of him.

but i jus cant forget about him.

he is ALWAES in my mind and my heart.

u wanna kw my true feelings..

i seriously sad and heartbrkn.

i syg u byk2.

lagy byk dari i syg ex i dulu.

but somehow i need to let go of u.

i tk sampai hati pon nk lepaskn u.

dan i cume nk u bahagia je.

hais.

thn he ask mie for a patch..

thn i sae..i want but i dun want.

as i want him to setia wit her.

ONLI HER .

thn he sae...diier nk g tingkat 12.

and dun try to stp him.

thn i sae...dun lah,pls.

u want to do tht !!

hati i dh hancur..u nk hancur kn lagy !!?

sampai hati u !

thn he sae..yer ker !?

thn i sae..like duh !!

and he was sorrie.

i jus CANT GET OVER IT !!

SAYANG DANIEL BYK2 UHS !!

tk leyh luperkn diier and tk leyh LEPASKN DIIER !!

tapii TERpakse :'(

and i did ask him to forget abt mie..

and he sae...he cant.

hais.

I JUS WISH I CAN MOVE ON.

BUT I CANT !

LOVE HIM TOO MUCH !!

nw wht i want is tht...

i want to kw..

HE SYG CIAPER NIE SKRG ??

FIYYAH atao I ??

betol2 dlm hatii u,u SYG ciaper.

itu je i nk tao.

cos u keep sending tht type of msg and i cn feel it too.

but i just want to kw ur ans.

why must this happen??!!

2009-01-28T04:41:00.000-08:00

when choir tyme..

ard 5+ like tht..

he msg mie and ask for a break.

thn i was like...shocked.

as yestrdae,i ask him for break he dsen't want.

he sae...he still need mie,he love mie. *blahblahblah.

thn nw,thn he ask me for a break.

k lah fine.

thn aft he msg mie tht...

all the choir i have no mood to sing animre.

FYI...

in class...

i suddenli cry whn i was listening to the song whn teacher is not in the class.

i cry for him again but this tyme at school !

thn Mun Leong and Wye Leong saw mie crying and they tried to comfort mie and tell mie wat had happen and whY i cry.

tht was be4 he ask mie for break.

thn he ask for a break..

i can't cry as i was in choir..

thn aft choir i call him.

thn..

i went hme go take a bath..

i straight awae,go to my bedroom...

and i...

CRY !!

for goodness sake !!

I CRY FOR 1HR+

hais.

and i hear the song...

CAMELIA && FORGET ABOUT MIE.

i just can't get over him !

I SYG HIM BYK2 !

but..

i have to move on.

u must move on...i also but i can't.

i syg u byk2...tapy tetap i mesti lepaskn u.

i nk u bahagia...

DANIEL... JANJI I

- U JGN SLASH UR HAND.

- REST TAO,U NEED MRE REST I TKNK U SAKIT.

- JAGE DIIER BAEK2.

- SETIA DGN DIIER SELALU.

- JGN STRESS SGT,KAE.

&& MOSTLY..

I NAK YOU BAHAGIA SELALU,KAE (:

I TKNK U SEDYH2.

kae??

* tetap syg u.

U akan selalu di dlm hati i,b'.

~DANATIN~

180109-280109

wht shld i do??!!

2009-01-26T21:21:00.000-08:00

well..to tell u the truth.

im happie for u tht u patch up wit her again.

TRUELY.

cos u are happie.

and i kw hw much u looved her.

and...

i kw hw much it hurts whn u need to lepaskn org u sygi sgt2.

cos i have once been there and i never tgt it happens again.

kalao u nk tao...tyme u ckp i nangis ke tak.
i kn ckp tak...padahal im crying.

but i jus want to cver it up.

cos i dun want u to be sad again.

i can't bear to see or hear my syg sad.

b' kalao i nk mintak u break...

u jgn sedyh ehyk.

i tao perassan u.

and i alredy promised to u tht i would not hurt u animre.

but...

i just want u to be happie like dulu sebelum kiter bersamer.

dan i nk u setia dgn diier aje.

i kw hw it feels to be her.

she just want ur trust and u setia kat diier.

pompan mane suker kalao mataer diier share dgn pompan laen.

and i syg u itu pasal i nk mintak u break.

and i hope u understd,b' .

tapii...

I TAK ADE NIAT UTK MENYAKITKAN HATI YOU LAGY.

DAN I TAK SANGGUP TINGGAL KN YOU.

SEBAB I BETOL2 SAYAGKN YOU,ITU PASAL..

I NK LEPASKN YOU.

TAPI...YOU AKAN SELALU DI HATI I.

MCM MANE I SAYAGKN FAIZ..MCM GTU LAH.

I AKAN SYAYNGKN YOU,B' .

*FYI...

i write this while listening to tht song and cry non-stop.

kat umah nenek i samapi i turon umah i..

i nangis all the wae.

I TAK SANGGUP B' !!

TAK SANGGUP !!

TAPY I MESTI,B'.

HARAP2 U PHM B'.

SYG U BYK2 B' !

*Danatin <3

i love you,dearest daniel.

sad all the wae !

2009-01-25T23:06:00.000-08:00

heys.

yesterdae,ard 10 o'colock i jus went bck home from Sempang Bedok, Marina barrage and Mount fabour !
wif my famili :D
but this tyme wif my ABANG ALONG !! :D
~ wee ~
fun uh kalao diier ader.
we eat at Sempang Bedok.
fuyoh! the food sedap beb! :D

~ FISH && CHIPS ~

muahahaha !
my food,beb !
besar kn !
dalam manue gambar keciQ thn keluar besar seyh !
hahhah's.
but nasib i cn finish it all...cos tegh lapar giller ! :D

see the food tht i eat and i order..

i order Finsh and Chips !!
lets see the pic tht took by my abg...

thn kiter pat Marina Barrage kiter nk turon slope...
my abg chang mie !!
whuuhoo !!
~~ gerek ke per ~~
haha's.

thn we go up the mount fabour.
aft tht we go hme.

thn i sleep at my gandma's house!
and i kol my syg,daniel (:
at 10 + i kol him..
we talk and talk and talk..

yesterdae,i cried again !
aft i cried i cried again !

i cried cos...
he wanna slash his hands wif penknife !!
*ouch!
thts wat he sae.
i cn feel the hurt...and i cnt take it animre i keep telling him..
to stp. but he inssit of doin it.
thn i keep quiet as i was crying and he keep doin it !
he slash hys hand 8 tymes cos...
he cried for mie 8 tymes alredy.
aww... :'(
i feel sad.

and i got to kw tht he cried for me.
and i wanted to kw why..thn he told mie.
the first thing is tht...
i didn't tell him why i syg him and wat thing lah i forgt.
thn cos i slash my hand 20 tymes..
thn 30...he cry cey.
im so sorrie tht i make u cry, b' .

thn yesterdae...i cry ryte.
he also cry.
damn..i feel so guilty.
and nw i kw all about him.
and now i kw...

i just can't bear to LOOSE YOU, B' !!
i just can't imagine whn YOU'RE GONE .
B' I BETUL2 SAYANG U B' .
I TAK SANGGUP KEHILAGAN U .
:'(

u make me sad...everiityme u do tht
and alwaes saein' tht thing..
and makes me wonder and in the end i cried.

hais.
aniwae,i gtg. buyhbye.

wth

2009-01-24T20:39:00.000-08:00

hey,u guys !

urmm..yeaterdae i went hme at 11+ as i was out

i go ECP thn go MARINA BARRAGE.

i sleep late at nite.

thn jus nw wake up at 7.20 as need to go to madrassa seyh!

nvm..

and i was like so tired dun want to go.

but have too.

be4 i woke up..u guys wanna kw wht i dreamt?!

well..

here it goes...

i was at this place idk uh...wit my frewns thn tiber2..

theres some1 sitting in frnt of mie aNd u idk who uh.

all my frewns dh occupy the spaces behinde thn i need to sit beside tht guy.

and tht guy was...my abg..ABG ZUL !!

ah'has.

*WIRED MUCH !

thn i was so suprised he oso.

thn we talk...cos never met be4.

haha's.

aft tht we need to go hme.

thn....(cannot tell)

thn uh...suddenli my dream stp !

cos my MUM WAKE MIE UP SIA !!

haiyo.

haha's.

lol.

but Y suddenli i dream abt ABG ZUL ??

wired much. TOO WIIRED.

hais.

k now...im chatting wit my b' ! :D

and i got his pic !!

hehe.

wanna see ??

DANIEL !! my syg ^^

and listening to this song so nice !

wanna kw wats the song ...

VANESSA CARLTON

Thousand miles.

the lyrics...

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

kae tht's the song.

hope u guys like it.

buyhbye.

love yarh.

wee

2009-01-24T07:00:00.000-08:00

hiie.

well..todae i have alot of fun!

tht moring i go to mengaji at 2pm and go hme at 3.30pm.

thn i saw..tht handsme guy again!

hees.

ehemehem...

im attached. sowiie.

hehe.

and at 7pm..

me,my mum and my dad go to ECP to eat.

but my brother is not commin' along cos he is goin' out wit hys frewns to Raffles.

aniwae,aft eatting there i ask my dad to take us to the..

MARINA BARRAGE.

hehe.

thn we went there.

its like OMG !

the wind is so COOLING !

ah'has. lol.

well.. i have a lot of fun wit my famili.

But it is not fun whn my brother is not there wit us.

aniwae,here is some pics whn we were there..

my mum and dad..wit the waterdrop thingy.

my mum and mie...

hehe. look at tht waterdrop thingy it is so CUTE !

hehe.

~~~ MARINA BARRAGE ~~~

FUN !!

2009-01-23T18:16:00.000-08:00

heys.

yesterdae is so fun...go to CIP and hv Choir!

well..choir we plae this game called " WACKO" ?

and Amirul(wit the green specs) always call my name.

thn the person want to wack mie i sae..not mie is MARTIN not FATIN.

thn Amirul,Martin and Me was laughing all the wae.

LOLS.

it is so DAMN FUN !

Amirul so kyuiit seyh !

Martin and Amirul is my JUNIOR !

thn CIP go send all the hampers to plp's door.

and its kinda tired cos i nid to go up and down all the tyme.

aniwae,heres sme photo we take whn we are not in class for 2 period...

ENJOY??

THE PREFECTS !!

tht never go to class and do this.

Atin. Nas. Lyn.

ALWAYS THE THREE OF US !

LPAK TILL AT NITE.

WHUUHOO..

and we watch the stars 2gether.

ATIN . NAS . LYN

friends forever !

stress beb!

2009-01-20T06:05:00.000-08:00

ako peh binigt hari nie !!

cb,uhs !

i gie decorate my paper...i put it under my table thn alik dari recess je HILANG !!

i write...

Fatin love Daniel...

(blahblahblah,no nid to kw more)

thn...tiber2 gtu je hilang !

mepek kn!

ciape sak,nk amik paper tuu !

theres nothin abt tht person who took it !

so dumb of them,uat aper sak nk amik.

bkn pasal kao pon.

thn tibe2 my frewn semua kecoh...

semua ckp pasal,Daniel !

mepek siol.

beyh,nk mrh ako,ckp tknk blg sak yg kao attch.

its like my probelm uh,kalao i want to tell or not kn !

krg nk kisah aper hal sak.

and i noe tht garentii one of them take it.

and semua ckp tk bgs pasal diier.

bingit sak !

(but wat my frewn sae,ade yg betol uhs..tapy idk)

*i oso dun noe if he setia ke tk.

aniwaes,thn...

i cnt believe tht i told my frewn straight forward...

she sae..

ako bkn kao peyh dog,uhs.

thn,i sae..

ehyk,ako pon bkn kao peyh dog ehyk !

ako selalu kene belikan kao makan siol !

thn..

she kept quiet.

hais.

todae,is a bad dae for mie !

i fell down and hurt my ankle so badly.

lagy sikit nk amaik guinting nk slash my hand.

and go hme late..

and i oso have prefect interview thn..

i was so nervous but i...make it !!

~ whooo ~

and 2mrw i want to go hme late and watch the stars and the moon.

and go hme late again !!

stress siol !!

bkn pasal belajar...

tapy pasal...kwn2 dgn itu semua uhs.

dh,uh.

till here jeks uh !

stress giller babs !!

todae,i maki byk org and straight for kat org tuu..

hais,todae im so...in a bad mood !!

hello

2009-01-19T00:17:00.000-08:00

heyllo !!

now im at skewl using the computer..
cos my com at hme got virus adn laptop my abg bawak g skewl.

aniwae, IM ATTACHED!
and i feel kinda wiired.
lols.
he like wiired thoos whn i msg him.
so yrh..
he ask me sme things tht hv been answered.
and he's like..

i dh add him kat hotmail and fs al tht.
like wiired huh?

aniwaes,IM FREAING BORED RYTE NOW!
and still at skewl and no belom mkn!
i haven't eat my CHEESE FRIES TODAE! :(
aww...

i jus want his LOVE !!
i love him so much,seyh!

DANIEL !!

I LOVE YOU !!

( 18.01.09 )

hey

2009-01-18T02:13:00.000-08:00

hello,peps ^^

fatin's back,beyhbby (;

hees.

well...todae,is kinda fun for mie.

but hv a confussed momment there thoos.

about sme guys(yesterdae's guy).

and i have a mixiied feelings for this guy.

but...i cnt love him and own him.

i just cant as he dh dipunye.(daniel)

and i got to kw frm... abii (hasbi)

he in seriously in wiired cases and i pitty fr him seyh.

hais.

abii2...wat telah happen.

keciaan uh u.

u yg tk bersalah...jdy masaalah.

OMFG!!

Daniel...go break wit his timmer oredii!!

and its jus becos of mie.

kae,read..we chatted

daniel jumpen !! (dj) says:

c my pm

IIā+!ηIIƒulloƒņoñsenceII says:

wth!

daniel jumpen !! (dj) says:

y ?

IIā+!ηIIƒulloƒņoñsenceII says:

u brk wit ur timmer oredii

hey. i tk suroh u buat gtu tao

daniel jumpen !! (dj) says:

i love u tats y

U SEE,rite. nmpk kn.

hais.

mcm rase bersalah seyh.

SOO...TERLALU.

hais.

kn skrg hati tk tenang lagy.

hate ma lyf!

selalu hati tk tenang.

dh lah semlm tk tenang,hari nie lagy TAK TENANG !!!

but i love daniel !!

tapy rase mcm bersalah.

help miee..

yo

2009-01-17T01:11:00.000-08:00

heyloo...peps !

hehe.

well..its left wif another 1 mre week to get my handphone,beyhbby !

hees.

well..yesterdae,Choir was FUNFUNFUN !! :D

the sec1 just joined in.

hees.

but nt tht fun when..

Martin and Amirul didn't come D:

hais.

nvm,next week on wednesdae garentii jumpe drg agy (:

and tht mornin' i wake up,all my body was susch in PAIN !!

cos Choir tyme we do PT.

hais.

need to run ard the skewl 2 tymes and im the 1st one to finished! :D

~yeah~

and need to do Crunches! and the Superhman thingy.

hees.

and nw my body all in pain.

hais.

and ouh yrh...

I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!

ESPICIALLY ABG ZUL!!

nanty dpt hp alik,adek msg abg zul dulu kaes ^^

hehe.

k lah..i gtg.

buyhbye.

update next tyme aites.

wee

2009-01-10T00:40:00.000-08:00

hey,u guys ^^

jus wanna sae,sowie for the late replies and not updating my blog for a verii2 long tyme.

cos now a daes i go hme verii2 late.

and my bro oso go hme lte,so yrh.

no tyme. smmore skewl oredii open!

aniwae,jus wanna shre wit u guys tht.

Yesterdae is the best dae i ever had! :D

cos,i lepak wit my frens.

sampai 10 o'colock seyh.

gerek.

hees.

thn me and my frewn go jumper our ex.

our ex is the same guy.

aniwae,we jumper diier and gdh.

sheesh..ader ker diier panggil kiter MUSIBOT !!??

cb. uh diiier.

tk sadar diri xiiak jantan tuu.

diier igt semua BRO diier suker diier.

HAH.

think again luh ehyk,drg cume kesian kan kao luh ehyk!

kao igt kao mane peyh besar sak!

dtg jumper suroh kiter ckp dulu.

KONEK KECOT ke per,BOII!!?

haha.

lepas tuu...kiter lepak agy sampai 10.

~ finish for yesterdae stry ~

about...TODAE.

I got to chat wit my ABG ZUL !! ^^

well..he is still him.

Case view and run.

sheesh.

and he sae..

he misses mie and he missed disturbing mie,seyh.

and..

abg suke seyh,hp adek kene tarik.

pfft.

tk baek,uh abg.

* Tak Syg Abg Lagy,uh.

and2...

i got to go in FS.

huahuahua.

hees.

aniwae,till here then.

tc aites.

buyhbye.

xiiak uh!

2009-01-04T05:23:00.000-08:00

HEY,PEP'S !

jus wanna let u guys know tht...

my handphone kena CONFISCATE by my MOM !!

SO IF THERE'S ANITIN' JUS BEEP MIE AT MY HSE PHNE,AITES !!

DUN EVEN MSG OR KOL MIE !! AT MY HANDPHONE.

OR NOT,MY MOM WILL READ IT !!

aites.

and ouh yrh...

my handphone kena CONFISCATE BY 1 MONTH !!

FREAKIN' 1 MONTH !!

F*CK SIA !!

mepek siol !!

so..

ANITIN' JUS KOL MIE AT MY HSE AITES.

NOT HANDPHONE !!

AFIQ, ABG ZUL, TAUFIQ AND MANI2 MRE.

JGN MSG KAT I (ADEK) PUNYER HP !!

KALAO TK,MAMPOSE !!

HAIS.

MEPEK SEYH !!

URRGHH.......!!!!

hello

2009-01-03T23:13:00.001-08:00

hey,u guys(:

todae,i have madrassah.

and it actulli started at 8am in the mornin'

thn i was so damn late.

like 20mins late?

and it was a bad impression cause it is my first dae and i was late :(

aniwae,i make sme new frewns thgh.

her name is Sabrina ^^ she is sec1 this year.

and the madrassah finish at 9.30 so..its nt tht lng uh.

aft madrassah,i go geylang and c my mom at her workin' plce.

and buy sme beakfest ^^

hees.

now,im at hme..

bloggin ^^

watchin' teevee.

listening to music.

plae psp.

and guess wat!?

friendster,i still cnt go in!

mepek seyh.

so,pissed off.

i cnt go on9 cuase aft i do bloggin' and all tht..

my abg want to use it,so yarh..

pft.

and my pp8 low again,sia!! :'(

aniwae...

AFIQ , sowie eh i tk answer ur call smlm mlm.

i igt u takkn kol i thn tiber2 u kol i.

i tk angkat sebab,i tgh 2unggu-2unggu u kol i beyh...

i TERtido. hehe ^^

penat lah,i 2unggu-2unggu you. hees (:

aniwae,pp8 i dh habis. betol2 habis.

so,yarh. pape i msg u kalao i dh top-up kaes ^^

and..

Abg Zul...

samer jugak lah tuu, adek akan sms abg aft adek dh top-up kaes :P

and,i have FUN cahattin' wit abg thoos ^^

hees.

abg naek giller,adek pon naek giller :P

abg pass kat adek,ur gillerness.

ShEeeSh...

well..now,i cn on9 cause,my abg let ie use it ^^

~weee~

and nw,im chattin wit abg zul ^^

the weird one :D

hehe.

and wira..

hais,the kecoh one :P

AFIQ !!

asl tk on9 !!??

haiyoo.

tkpe.

aniwae,till here aites.

tc,u guys ^^

haiya

2009-01-03T04:09:00.000-08:00

heys ;D

wat u guys doin? hehe.

aniwae, about todae...

im feeling so damn BORED !!

and fed-up oso.

i feel fed up coz...

friendster like hell sia.

want to go in,cannot seyh :(

oH..good damn!!

now thn frewnster can use!

perangai betol!

pfft.

but good lh,nw frewnster can use :D

hees.

and i have so mani comments sia.

haha's. lol.

si, Wira nie ehyk..

betol2 tao,sheeesh.

Abg Zul...

hais..tk haibs2 ikot je adek punyer line.

pft :P

u guys wanna kw smethin,abt my abg zul?

his line is...

"yeeaaaannnoooo!"

hees.

lol.

~~ hahahaha's :P ~~

aniwae,i had a boring tyme at hme!

shyt,uhs.

now frewnster tk ley lagy.

haiss...

lerr...

bsk dh strt madrassah seyh.

nie yg leceyh.

haiya.

aniwe,tc u guys.

byyyeee.

whoah!

2009-01-02T21:28:00.000-08:00

HELLO,PLP :D

well...on the 1st on Jan,i was so damn bored at hme.

and aftr tht,i went out to Tampinese mall to do sme shoppin' :D

for skewl stuff and sme things.

okay..lets see wat i have bought.

a Adidas watch = $ 56

a Wallet = $ 23

a Levis Signature jeans = $ 59.90

total = $ 138.90

WOAH!!

i spent alot huh! :D

haha's.

jus 3 items i oredii sent tht much. heh.

well...

I HAVE FUN,tgh.

goin SHOPPIN' :D

hees.

well..i still hvn't finish up my homework ^^

and i got to finish it like,2mrw. heh.

and 2mrw dh strt MADRASAH,seyh :P

pfft.

nvm,well...tc u guys.

buyhbye.

YO!

2008-12-31T08:03:00.000-08:00

HEY YO,PEOPLE ! :D

IT'S 2009 OREDI !! :DD

woah! yiipeiie !!

Let's start a NEW life and a NEW beging,aites (:

and forget all about the PAST.

and jus MOVE FORWARD ;D

tht's the BEST (:

tht's the GOOD NEWS :D

ITS 2009 OREDI.

the bad news is tht...

ANTHER ONE (1) MRE DAE TO SKEWL TO REOPEN !!

OhoH !!

so fast huh.

haiya.

and u guys wanna kw smethin??

I haven't finish my hmework! hees ^^

smmre Prefect !

haiz.

AND i'm jelous abt my brother cos he have 3 mths holidaes sia !

and he is goin to USA, Washington DC to my aunty's hse and stay there like for 2 mths !!

walio !! not fair sia. pfft.

nvm2. latr oso im goin there,hees.

aniwae,gonna wish my frewns,my famili a...

HAPPIE NEW YEAR !! :D

and a Happie New Year to my abg ZUL ;D

hees.. ^^

k luh,i wanna have fun ;D

buyhbye,u guys!

and NOTE :

DON'T DRINK WHN URE' DRIVING :D

hehe.

perangai uhs

2008-12-28T00:41:00.000-08:00

Perangai uh,laki nie !

Aper hal sak ngn kao,nk mrh mrh ako !

ako mrh kao ader sebab bdh !

ako baru top-up beyh skrg pp8 ako low balik !

kol ako..beyh BEBOAL KONEK xiiak anak nie !

sial uh kao..

msg ako pon mcm xiiak siol !

kao nk ckp..pon tk dpt habiskn per !

"U DAMN.." aper !

sial uh kao.

kao ngn kwn2 kao samer jugak !

malas sak ako nk layan kao agy !

REGRET SAK AKO STEAD NGN KAO !

perangaii pon mcm SIAL !

cb.

woah! makin rabak beb!

2008-12-20T00:36:00.001-08:00

WOAH !!

makin rabak seyh!

lepas satu2 kener,siol!

kimak.

asl sak ngn diier??!

tk puas hati per pompan tuu..

tk puas hati MENYAKITKAN hatii org,per!

lepas satu2 sak...

dh lah...kao hancur hati laki tuu..

beyh aper skrg!

nt onli ex-laki kao tuu...

org laen punyer pon ader uh.

kao tk puas hatii per.

hais.

ako peh boi pon nk amik per...

dh lah..

ako pon tk tao mcm ane nk tlg kao agy uhs.

ako dh ma'aaf kn kao byk kali seyh.

kao matikn ako..ako tk balas balik kao tao tk..

(mmg pon kao tao,sebab kao sms ako tht tyme)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

!weee!

2008-12-02T03:58:00.000-08:00

! wee.. !

I HATE HER !!

wee...

IMHSM !!

goin crazy here...
nuthin to do here!
huahuahuhua.

this 9 dec im goin to the...
s'pore zoo or the bird park yea.

thn maybe on dec. wat i donoe im goin out to watch movie wit..
him. He belanje mie :D
SHAH is goin to belanje mie :D yea.
im lovin' it.
! weee... !

FUNFUNFUN!!

2008-10-10T07:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae was so DAMN FUN! I TELL YA. after the last paper we go to East Coast and celebrate.
Me,Aqilah,Arina,Didi,Erlyn,Mahdi,Raizan,Nas,Firdaus and Ryshdan.
hahas.
We go and rent the bicycle and we took some pics.
and IT was so damn FUN!
the funnie thing is tht,nas short become a
SKIRT!!
HAHAHA. and he fell of cos.
PITTY HIM but FUNNY too.
here is the pic. enjoy.

Couples pic.

Cooli' pic.

update later.
buyhbye.

OMFG!!

2008-09-25T06:23:00.001-07:00

OMFG!!

2mrw is EOY EXAM , leh!! ( english )
I haven't learn!
haiyo!
I'M DEAD!

hais.
now,i'm doin' sme notes on it.
haha's.
hais,aft all the paper is dne we can stright awae go hme (:

and 2mrw oso ish...
AQILAH'S BIRTHDAE!! :D
I haven't buy her present leh.
hehe.

k luh. gtg.
need to LEARNLEARNLEARN!!!!!!

QUESTIONS !! :DD

2008-09-22T23:54:00.000-07:00

#01. The person that tagged or pass you is?

Chia Min (CM)

#02. Your relationship with him or her?

She is my frewn and my partner who is sittin' behinde me :D

#03. Your five impression of her?

Chia Min ; funnie , crazy , nice
clever ? , mostly CRAZY !! :D

#04.The most memorable thing he or she had done for you?

ermm . lend me her markers :DD
haha.

#05.The most memorable thing he or she had said for you?

donoe leh.. =. ="

#06. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?

Eee..ye! sorrie not elas.
and not interested.
haha.

#07.If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?

STOP HER CRAZY-NESS !! :DD
haha.

#08.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?

sack her. and tell all her SECRETS to ever1.
muahahaha.
[ I will never do tht 2 u Chia Min (: ]

#09.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?

She is jealous. XD
haha. no lh.
JKJK.

#10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her.

dunno ?

#11.Your overall impression of him/her?

CRAZY GAL OF MINE :P

#12. How you think of other people around you feel about you?

sort . giller .
bengs' .

#13.The character you love yourself is?

like to LAUGH all the wae,bby :D

#14.On th contrary, the way you hate yourself is?

laugh till cannot stop -.-
haha.

#15.The most ideal person you want to be is?

no idea.

#16.For people who love or care for you, say something to them.

I Luhuuvee Eeuu !!
so much !!

;D

#17. Pass this quiz to 10 people you can think of, how they feel about you.

1. Syazana

2. Louisa

3. Huda

4. Minmin

5. Kek Gee

6. Peggy

7. Clara

8. Kim

9. Sofia

10. Shawn

#18. Who is 6 having relationship with? [Peggy]

donoe .

#19.Is no.9 a male or a female? [Sofia]

A gal .

#20.If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Clara & Shawn]

haha . great couple?
haha.
no wae , i guess.

XD

#21.Whats is no2. studying about? [Louisa]

donoe.
no idea.

#22.When was th last time you have a chat with no1.? [Syazana]

i dun hv her e-mail. -.-

#23.What kind of music band does no.8 likes? [Kim]

donoe, leh .
didn't ask.
hehe.

#24.Does no1. have any siblings? [Syazana]

Yup .
A lil brother .

#25.Will you woo no.3? [Huda]

Yup.
She is nice and smetymes crazy?
hehe.

#26.How about no4.? [Minmin]

Yup.
She is nice and alwaes TRUE 4 her LOVE ones

:)

#27.Is no7. single? [Clara]

Donoe.

#28.Whats the surname of no5.? [Kek Gee]

donoe.

#29.Whats th hobby of no10.? [Shawn]

makin' plp surprise everytyme. -.-"

#30.Where is no.2 studying at? [Louisa]

Manjusri Secondary .

#31.Talk about something casually about no1. [Syazana]

She is
KYUT!!

love her.♥

:D

#32.Where does no6. live? [Peggy]

donoe,leh.
4got.
hehe.

#33. What colour does no.4 like? [Minmin]

Dunno.
didn't ask.
later i ask.

haha. XD

#34. Are no5. and no1. best friends? [Syazana & Kek Gee]

No.
I guess.
Ya. no.

#35.Does no1. have any pets? [Syazana]

Nope .

#36.Is no7. th sexiest person in the world? [Clara]

YEP !
she is
PREATTY !!
CHIO BU !!

love her. ♥
;D

HEARTS YOU ALL ♥
MUCCKSS.
HEHE.

hish..

2008-09-07T01:32:00.000-07:00

haiyo..
It is almost end of 1 week of September holidae!!
YEA..
go bck 2 skewl cn see my frewns,I miss them so much!!
but GO BCK 2 SKEWL!!
hais..
and I'M STARVIN' here!!!
nvm,anther 2 mre HRS!
I can wait for anther 2 mre hrs.
I'm so bored at hme!!
EVERYTIN' CAN'T USE!!!!
so IRRITATIN'
haiyo..
and I MISS ALL MY FREWNS!! AT SKEWL
ESPICIALLY..
FAIZ!!
miss talkin' at the phone wif him!
arghh...
aniwae,i think i gtg.
buyhbye.

WTF!

2008-09-01T05:52:00.000-07:00

Hais,anther dae w/o goin out.
so bored!
and I'm so damn angry!
cos my mom go and take my hp awae!!
shyt luhs.
but I can't do anitik jus and wait till i get my hp bck.
and I DON'T KNOW WHEN!!

NOTE:
ani1 who is readin' this, if u hv my hp no.
do not sms or call my hp!!
repeat...
DO NOT CALL OR SMS MY HP!!
anitik jus call my house phne.
IF sme of u hv,luh.
kays. thx.

buyhbye gtg.

2008-08-25T04:07:00.000-07:00

Hey todae,I was sad and heartbroken.
I sad coz, i fail my GEOG!!
stupid geog. haiz.
and i fail my science and my lit.
all by 1 mrak sia!!
wht the hell sia.

heartbroken...a lil i guess.
abt smetin' , i think u guys should nt kw..

Todae,I let out my true FEELINGS towards somebdy..
and I relly mean it!
I REALLIREALLI LUHUHUVE HYM!!

hais

2008-08-24T00:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae,the peformance was great and FUN!
but it was not tht FUN whn Erlyn is nt there wif us! ):
ya..but we still hv FUN though.
and yesterdae,i slept at 2am in the morning.
hais.
NW,NW I'M SO PISSED!
my h/w is wif her!
and hw am i goin 2 do my h/w.
stupid sia.wait miss kwok sure scold me 1!
AIYO!!!
aniwae,i gtg.buyhbye.

sad

2008-08-22T05:26:00.000-07:00

hey,there.
nw me and erlyn are friends bck! (:
and nw,I'm feelin' sad coz..
nw she stay at Yishun nt at Eunos wif me!
haiyo.
so sad,sia.
gonna miss her so much.
miss goin 2 skewl together,go hme together,buy frech fries,bubbletea after skewl.
gonna miss all the laughin' tymes we hd together whn she sty at Eunos.
but we cn still see each other in skewl though.
yarh.
but mstly is SAD!
and tomrw I hv peformance at Kolam air CC.
the choir is goin 2 sing there.
7.15 must be in skewl.
and we go hme at 10 smethin' like tht.
and smemre Erlyn is NOT THERE!!
hais.
If I cud cry,i cry i tell you!
hiaz.aniwae,2mrw gonna be fun,but nt tht MUCH FUN WITHOUT ERLYN!
kays.I gtg.byebye

YEA!!

2008-08-21T02:21:00.000-07:00

YEA!
Todae, my class get our
Maths and Litreature Common test paper bck.
Guess wht!
I pass my Maths! :D
and tht is the first tyme I pass my maths.
The 1st common test i fail by 3 marks.
MYE i fail by 2 marks.
NW,I pass my maths!!
yea..I'm so happie.
and my Litreature..
I fail!! :(
and tht is the first tyme I fail my Litreature.
I miss by 1 mark!!
lyk WTF!!
lyk tht oso teacher don't wt 2 give the 1 mark.
haiz.nvm.
but,I still fail my Litreature!
and it was my first tyme 2 fail tht subject.
haiz.I'm jus so happie coz..
I pass my MATHS and ENGLISH! :D
so I left wif SCIENCE.
thn i do not to worrie abt the other sub.
yarh.so CAN'T WAIT!
HOPE I PASS MY SCIENCE 2!!
so good luck for me!

Haiyo!!

2008-08-19T19:37:00.037-07:00

Haiyo!
Yesterdae,was horrible.
and I was sad coz I lost my bestfriend.
and the worst thing is tht..
nw at home I can't use the computer tht much.
If i want to use it I must have the permission frm my mom,if I wt 2 use the computer.
IT SUX!!
MONDAE-FRIDAE = PERMISSION(allowed or not allowed)
SATURDAE-SUNDAE = FREE(allowed)
BUT IT STILL SUX!!

and at nite,I got the massage frm hym said tht..
He missin' me so much.
He is sick.
He is scared and ask 4 4giveness frm me.
Thn he ask me to call hym be4 he go to sleep.
Thn I find the tyme to call hym,but nt tht long.
I heard his voice is so SAD..
Thn he keep tellin' me tht...
he miss me alot & he love me very much.
I kw tht.But tht tyme he is so-so-sad.
[ Aaww..he is so swit!! (: ]
but tht tyme is so sad 4 hym.
I think is the sad dae for hym thoos and me.

Thn after the call i go to sleep.
Thn I dremt of hym and me.
Tht we are goin to meet each other todae.
Whn I woke up,I check my Hp Inbox.
There is so massage frm tht we are goin to meet each other todae.
It is all a dream! haiz.
so Scary...

aniwae..just wt to let u kw.
I can't update my blog evrytyme.
coz I need my mom permisson WHETHER I can use the computer or nt.
JYH.okey.I gtg.coz I'm in skewl ryte nw,during lesson tyme.

Weee...I'm havin F-U-N!

2008-08-17T01:56:00.000-07:00

Yea.
I'm havin F-U-N,alite!
and I'm LOVIN' it.
coz..
another how mani minutes,me and my mom are goin out for..
S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G!!! :DD
YEA...
I'm goin 2 buy all new stuff! :)
i jus need a new pair white pants!
and a RED shirt!
and manymany stuff.
well i gtg.

Update photo:20.08.08

DONE SHOPPIN;I'M BCK!
We went to buy the stuff at Parkway Parade (:
and i will update sme of the photos,tomrw.
so yarh,just wait till tomrw,kays.

Yea! at LAST,get to go out and do sme
S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G!!
okey,nw I'm tired.
I wt to get sme rest.
so buyhbye & gdnite ;D

so B-O-R-E-D!!

2008-08-16T03:43:00.000-07:00

haiz..
The whole dae I was at home!
nothin to do.
so DAMN BORED!!
and somemore nobody online.
actuli there is but all the plp is nt tht INTERSTIN' leh..
hmm...
YES,UH!!
In the end,my famili didn't attend to my cuzzi's feast.
YIEEPIEE... :D
SO HAPPIE!
BUT....
STILL I'M AT HOME!!!
AND SO BORED!
haizz..
And tht nite,I got to call hym!
Yea! but nt tht long,though.
At least I got to call hym (:
And tht afternoon I called hym AGAIN!
Yea! And I can't wait 4 another 2 more weeks to come!
sohappiesohappie!
hehe..
And yarh for tomorw,I'm goin out to buy my white jeans and a red shirt! :D
Tht means I'm goin out SHOPPING!! :DD
*wee...* I'M LOVIN' IT
And do more shoppin'!!
YESHH..UHH!!
hehe...Tht is for tomorw exciment,not for todae and for ryte now!
For todae and ryte now...I'M B-O-R-E-D!!!
******B-O-R-E-D D-O-O-M K-I-L-L-S !********
BELIEVE ME.

Happiest dae!!??

2008-08-15T04:56:00.000-07:00

heyhey!
I have just created a new blog!
yieepie! :D
I CAN'T WAIT to tell u guys everytin!!
OKYE! LET'S STRAT NOW!

well just nw, I have choir. Yarh i kw,to sme of u choir is lame.
well to me it is not,coz i like to sing! :D lalala..hehe
Thn I hang out wif my FRIEND'S!
Louisa my swit girl!
Erlyn my crazy LiL sis!
June my cutest frewn eva!
We have the CARZIEST tyme eva!
whn we are waitiin for the bus to send us to Kolam Air CC.
JYEAH!! THE CRAZIEST TYME EVAA..!
Erlyn,she like CAN'T STOP screammin' somemore the screammin' is so HIGH PITCH!!
It is like OMG!!
YUP,SHE IS MY CRAZIEST LIL SIS!! :P
Aniwae the point is..
WE HAD A GREAT TYME!! :D
And I'm so HAPPIE!!
But I just hope i can call HYM!!
Coz IMY! so much.
Yarh.Haiz.
Aniwae, I gtg.
Byebye.