dose it occurs to you that..
every time,you are in a relationship
a good relationship, with your loved ones
and suddenly it went all wrong and ruin
between you and him
and ruin by someone


well..
i have been there a lot of times
and it REALLY HURTS me );
the first, was i with Raizan
our relationship was kinda good than
someone came along
then i break up with him
and the next morning..
got to know..
ERLYN stead with RAIZAN
*damn SHOCKED
( last long ; 4months 19days )


then the second, was i with Faiz
we noe each other so long, and been together only for
16 days )';
and it was ERLYN fault again
she thinks i FLIRT with RAIZAN her BF
and told to FAIZ; her abang angkat (godbrother)
then it relly hurts,cause i did really LOVED him
and we noe each other about 6months+ and get together with him only
for 16daes )';
i just can't believe it that he really trust her godsister than his own girl
*just so disappointed
( last long ; 16days )


the third, i was with Daniel
i seriously LOVE him like how i love Faiz,but MORE than that
but we only last for 1month and 19days )';
i need to let him go, and there's a reason for that
and i DID want him back !
but how, can i ??
he doesn't noe it anyway,and he's with HER
and he has feelings for ERLYN
and he DID stead with her..
and its all because of her again !

( last long ; 1month and 19 days )


and YOU have ONCE told me,that you will NEVER go to HER
and YOU DID EVEN SAY THAT SHE IS A BITCH !
and what dose it all means to me right now, NOTHING !
YOU'RE WORDS IS JUST AN EXPRESSION HOW YOU FEEL
BUT YOU'RE ACTION IS JUST TO OVER AND IT SHOWS IT ALL
AND I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU, THAT IN THE END YOU END UP HER
WITH ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU'VE DESCRIBE ABOUT HER
AND IN THE END YOU; YOURSELF END UP WITH
A BITCH ! EVEN WITH A SLUT !
i have ever thought that you are the kind of a guy that get a PROPER GIRL and get all the PROPER LOVE that you ever wanted
BUT IN THE END..YOU END UP WITH HER; A BITCH
IM SO DISAPPOINTED AT YOU



i just don't get it
why must all my relationship with a guy..
must have to be her; ERLYN !?
and when my relationship gets better,and she came in
and its all RUIN & GET MESSED-UP
WHY !?
PLEASE ANSWER ME
WHY !?

i just want my relationship to be good,strong
and there is nobody to disturb or ruin it
JUST THIS ONCE !
I BEGGED, YOU
i just want HIS..
CARE, LOVING, SWEETNESS & SINCERE
that's all
from him to ME
NOT from him to HER

I JUST WANT IT BACK )';
it REALLY HURTS me
cause as you see..
all my relationship is RUIN and being DESTROYED
by HER !
i have no GOOD RELATIONSHIP at all
but for her, all her RELATIONSHIP is GOOD
not like mine..
cause she's the CAUSE OF IT
AND
I JUST WANT IT ALL BACK
the LOVE, the CARE & SINCERE
AND
JUST THIS ONCE
i want it to be
ONLY US, NOBODY ELSE
and
NO HER INVOLVED IN OUR RELATIONSHIP


and that is what i FEEL
MY LIFE IS ALWAYS RUIN BY HER
AND MY RELATIONSHIP WILL NEVER BEEN BETTER
WHEN SHE'S IN IT

*baby, to tell you the truth
i did still love you,till now
and you always in my mind everyday and every second of my life
i just LOVE YOU SO MUCH, until u don't realise it
and when this thing happen, i STILL DID LOVE YOU
even though i noe it REALLY hurts me, when you are with her
and you don't noe that..
you donsen't noe how dose it feels when,
your loved ones always been taken away from someone
and that someone always taken it from me EVERY TIME when im happy with that someone );
and to let you know
it HURTS SO BAD !
&&
baby, i just wish we could start ANEW
but i think, it will never happen huh
anyway, take care of yourself alright
love you always <3

*is your LOVE AND WORDS REALLY BEEN THERE FOR ME ?
AND DO YOU REALLY MEAN IT, WHEN YOU SAY " I LOVE YOU " ?
baby,please i wanna know the TRUTH
DON'T HURT ME ANYMORE, I JUST WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH
)';