My Complicated Life

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Fatin Nur Hanis is the name.. call me Atin.
first saw light in 15th May 1995
happy-go-lucky is my attitude
making new friends is my hobby
likes to laugh and laugh is my job
crzy? YEA. I'm czry if I'm with my friends
if you are down,i will make u happie :D
I'M UR LAUGHIN' GAS!

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My loved ones:
Couzins:

Zachary (USA),JD: Joseph Dean (USA),Amirah,Danish,Daniel
Farhan,Aleem,Luthfi,Syifa.

Friends:

June,Minmin,Kak Syazana,Huda
Khairul Asyraf,Mahdi,Farhan,Nazran(USA)

My everything:

Aqilah,Louisa,Arina,shella
Daniel,Aziz,Nasrullah,Faiz

The pep's tht alwaes be in my heart:

♥ Shella
♥ Abg Zul
♥ Syafiqah

Things tht i can't leave without: MUSIC! IS EVERYTIN' TO MIE!

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*shades
*a new hand phone
*a PSP
*got to perform on SYF dae
*MP3/MP4
*new shoes
*new bag
*contact lance(colored ones)
*skinny jeans
*laptop
*freedom!
*new wallet

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♥ Saturday, February 28, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

well,yesterade at skewl...
cikgu nk jumper ako,TJ
pasal bende tuu,uhs
thn..
cikgu kebayakkn Question me uhs
and cikgu suruh diier,trn sekolah ako
kalao diier tk turon,cikgu nk gie sane
thn...diier tk leyh
diier ckp "krg yg buat,krg tanggung uh"
so...cikgu suroh kol my mum
thn kol uh,mama pon turon sekolah

thn mama dpt tao the whle stry and
mama was so damn mad and upset wif me
and mama even..
slap me 2 tymes,kutik kat mulut 4 kali,and kene tonyol 2 kali
hais.
dpn2 TJ ngn cikgu seyh
hais.
i cry all the wae
and i brk up wif him even
MORE WORST
and i dont feel like goin 2 choir but
i have to cos i got into SYF :D
yeah~
so,i go luh
and aft go hme,i strgt awae go to slip
and cn't stp thinkin of him and tht thing tht happen in skewl
hais

thn woke up at 8pm
thn watch teevee all the wae
cos i cannot use laptop animre
*i actulli can't use laptop ryte nw,but because kat umah nenek boring bwk thn kene mrh dgn mama
hais
thn ard 10+ i sleep
and i cry again
cos thinkin abt it again
hais
im nth w/o diier
so yrh..
hw i wish he noes hw i feel
and i feel,he dosen't care animre cos
ader byk org lagy bagos daru ako
so yrh

aniwae,till here uh
gtg...buyhbye
will update longLONGlong TYME
*cnt touch laptop animre
this is the last

♥ My World My Life

12:53 AM

♥ Thursday, February 26, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

hais..
well,todae get bck our Physics common test paper !
and guess wat ?!
i...
FAIL );
by 1 mre mark seyh !
i get 11.5 over 25
walio...need to get 12.5 to PASS.
thn i missed by 1 mark !
hais,DUMBASS !
hate,PHYSICS !
hais.
nvm.

thn at skewl,bored as usual
thn my form teacher want to see me and T.J
talk abt smetin'
hais.
kecoh nah,aft tht
we were so relief cos,the problm has settled
mstly nt me lh,cos i did nth
but was so relief lh (:
happie sia,me and T.J
especially T.J :D
ah'has

thn,PE tyme run 3 rounds
thn got to kw,i hv blister at my toe !
wth.
hais. so the pain !
nk mandi pon,sakit(perik)
ah'has (X
aft the runnin'...
me, T.J, Ina and Nas
we talk abt sme stuffs
tht u guys shouldn't noe abt (;
but wat,nas and T.J sae..
is TRUE,and i oso feel tht wae );
hais.
EVERYF*CKIN TYME
IT is alwaes RUIN !
wat else you,want !?

eh,im so damn tired
of hearin' YOUR name,everiwhere !
mane2,ade namer kao.
kwn baru ako,pon tanyer pasal kao
tao,tk bingit !
ako tk tao,kalao kao mseyh ade cntct diier ke tk
diier,lagy ako tk tao
hais
i feel tht,u guys or diier is keepin smetin awae frm me
and i dun like it,and idk whether it is true or nt
but i hpe it is not true,tht u guys or diier
is keepin smetin awae,frm me
if got,pls tell me..
kalao ako dpt tao lgy rbk
percaye lh,ako
and nw,im sad abt it );

aniwae,thn nw...
so damn bored !
haiya
he dsne't kw tht im sad nor im bored.
cos i dun want him 2 kw..
cos i noe he is happie,and he is otp..
idk who (tknk amik kisah,nnty menebok je ako nie)
so,yrh.
*sshhh... :X

and 2mrw i have...
art common test !
wow !
ah'has
i hv plan wht im goin 2 drw
guess wht im goin 2 drw ...
im goin 2 drw JACK-IN-THE-BOX :D
hehe..
cool huh,wif onli 3 clrs..
light red,darker red(maroon) and pink
ah'has
so yrh,cool huh
i try it out oredii :D
and its so dmn nice for me
but for teacher and the marker i dun noe,lah eh
hees~
thn finish skewl at 12.35
thn go hme i tink or at skewl je till..
2.20 have choir
hais.
thn go hme lambt
and i bet i hv no mood to talk to anibdy
i tink. c first lh,wat is my mood for 2mrw
kae,lh.
till here,buyhbye
tc!

♥ My World My Life

5:03 AM

♥ Wednesday, February 25, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

well,todae have maths paper
and blh tahan lh,senang
thn hv choir todae
wow,so the penat one
balik ard 6+

go hme wif kak syazana
thn kecoh2
no,mood at all todae
but aft recess have IPW
TJ , diier satu punyer tk betol
ketawe je..
amik biscuit rg je tao,beyh igt ako tk tao ke per
hah's.
funnie2...beyh senang2 amik je air org
beyh ketok kepale nas dgn betol ako
haha's.
tak baek,haha's
tapy gerek per (x
onli for tht momment i laugh the rest no mood

so yrh.
tht's all.
aniwae,tc
buyhbye

♥ My World My Life

4:13 AM

♥ Monday, February 23, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

todae,have history test!
and i didn't learn or touch HISTORY at all!
but whn the Q cme out,i noe the ans -.-"
hehe~
lucky me (:

aniwae,in skewl is so stressed up
and i was,so tired
the last 2 period be4 skewl ends...
i sleep (;
hehe.
cos yesterdae sleep at 1+
so,yrh
TIRED !
and i was sad..
cause..

abg don't hv !
ah'has
dh lamer tk kacao abg
kat umah,sunyi2
tk KECOH :D
huahuahua

thn nth to do at hme..
aft skewl,sleep :D
thn ard 5+ bukak com
and revise for CHEM/BIO & PHYSICS
for 2mrw paper
and i took sme notes dwn
*rajin (;
thn cht,fs and blog
as usual
haha's.

thn nw..
kene off odredii
dh lamer dh,pakai
aniwae...
abg,kalao abg bace nie kan
belikan adek..
~ bag !
not the sling bag,backpack
and no PINK ! hate pink !
kae2.
hehe's.
kae lh
buyhbye

GDNITE.
SWIITDREAMS.
<3

♥ My World My Life

5:54 AM

♥ Saturday, February 21, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

~ me and abg ~
taken before he went inside,T3
jus outside the gate,where he is supposed to go in

hais.
this is like the first tyme,he doin this
and the first tyme im goin 2 spend my time all alone
w/o no 1 here wif me,whn im in need or in trouble

we go out frm the hse at 8pm
thn we check in his bags
aft tht,wait for his frwen to cme
they are otw to the airpot
thn mak,tante mella,syifa,luthfi and cik atan oso cme
ouh,ayah...is waitin for us there
thn we go and eat at MacDonald :D
we have alot of fun,b4 abg went in
his frewns is so damn funnie
espicially,bimandra :D
haha's.
we took some famili pics
thn friends

thn its tyme for hym to in,10pm
he peluk,cium mama
peluk,mak
salam tante mella
me...
he go JITAK my head ! -.-"
haha's. nah,its okay.
tht is goin 2 be the last he is goin to jitak my head aniwae
thn i sae..
"oi! ape nie,jitak2. peluk adek mane?"
thn i hug him,he hug me too
i was about to cry but,i try not to cry infrt of him and the rest
thn he do hand shake thingy,to his friends
thn it is about for him to go in
and ayah,is waitin' for him inside(the other side)
my dad is waitin' for him inside cos,my dad works there as a police

thn he alredy went in
we go and look at him
and wave at him
his friends call him
thn they hear his voice is so soft
they bet,tht my brother is cryin'
and they sae,are u cryin?
thn my brother sae,no
i think he is tryin to shw tht he is not sad
but we kw he is sad
aniwae,it is oso our tyme to go bck hme
and we go to the carpark
thn suddenli,abg call
abg want to talk to mama,cause he is alredy at his gate to where is his plane is
thn he talk to me..
he sae..
jager mama baek.dgr aper mama and ayah ckp.internet jgn pakai lamer.jagan kau balik lambat,butoh. kalao aku dpt tau,kau balaik lambat..aku dh balik s'pore kau siap.thn it was tyme for heim to go,and he sae "byebye,adek"
thn i sae, "byebye. tc tao abg. im gonna miss you!"
thn he switch off his phne.
whn we in the car,it was so damn sempit..
and luckily have bantal,i take the bantal and cover my face
i was silenty cryin'
no 1 noes

thn whn reached hme,i upload tht 1 gambar oni
and i cht wif syg for a while
thn he gave me sme swiit wrds
thn suddenli,i cry
i cry cause of abg is now gne for 1mth

hais.
kae lah,later i will put more pics.
cause the pic is at the camera and abg bawak
later if he have reached at there,he will update at his blog
thn i will take it frm there and i will upload here,aites
tc!
buyhbye

miss you,abang !
*while im writtin' this blog im crying )':

♥ My World My Life

7:51 AM

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My Complicate Life ♥

well,todae...
abg is goin to fly off to..
Washinton D.C, at nite.
and im goin 2 miss him.
sommre he is not in s'pore for 1MONTH !
its like,wth.
Jelousy and Sadness inside of mie.
Jelousy cos abg is goin there to meet..
Zach & JD seyh.
hmmph..
and Sad cos NO abg for 1MTH and no one to look out or after me
when i have problem or im in trouble no one is there to look back for me );
hais.
and at 7pm,we are goin out to airport to send abg..
but first we jln2 at airport for a while.
and ard 11+ he must go in oredii );

ABG,IM GOIN 2 MISS YOU !
YOU HAVE ALWAES BEEN THERE FOR ME,WHN I NEED YOU.
and nw,i need to look up for myself whn youre GONE.

thn,i jus on9..
i got to kw,my syg cry.
and he thinks i'am goin 2 leave him.
*IM NOT GOIN TO LEAVE YOU,SYG.
and u'll have my word.
if tht is not enough..
i'll shw it to u,tht u are my everythin'
and i will never leave u all alone.

hais.
aniwae,yesterdae do sme shoppin'
it is kinda fun cos abg have :D
ah'has.
bought sme shades...
its abg punye actulli..
and i wear the shades,it is so cool !

well, there it is..

~ shades ~

aniwae,gtg.
buyhbye.
<3

*syg dun cry animre && seriously YOU HAVE MY WORD.
I'LL NEVER LEAVE YOU <3

♥ My World My Life

1:47 AM

♥ Friday, February 20, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

todae..
otw goin to skewl,i cried.
reached skewl,i cried.
b4 common test strt,i cried.
doin the paper,i cried.
aft the paper,i cried.
at hme,i cried.
*its like all the wae,and the whle dae [i cried]
and its all bout him.
he did nth wrg,but its just tht...
idk,uh. but wht i noe is tht..
i cried for hym,todae all the wae.

and..
didn't go 4 choir as
i go to see my *grandma she was sick.
thn..
2mrw abg is flyin' off
and..
2mrw is also RAIZAN'S BADAE !

HAPPIE BADAE RAIZAN ! (;
chey,dh 14 seyh (x
nyahahahs.

aniwae,thn at 8+ go to my nenek hse..
and take sme things while waitin'
i kol my syg.
thn tok to hym..
thn gt to kw sme things abt tht morning tht he msg mie..
and i was thinkin abt doin tht too,but i can't
thn he tht afternoon,he kol me.
and he tell mie sme things,hw/wht he feels whn i wif....
thn i oso did the same thing
and jus nw,i tell him hw i relli feel whn the first tyme i love him till nw.
and he sae sorrie to me,cause he tkde niat nk buat gtu.
and he is so sorie.

well,todae is the sad dae eva.
and tmrw will be sad a lil oso uhs.
cause my brother is flying off to there,for 1month! ):
hais.
there's no one to be there for me,whn i need them.
and smmre my hp kena amik by my mum again!
WTH !
hais.
thn cn't msg syg or kol syg animre ):
thn..
nw,i have LOST 2 of my LOOVED ones.
hais.
for tht bloody 1mth ):
im gonna miss you!

♥ My World My Life

5:40 AM

♥ Thursday, February 19, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

heys..
todae,was the first paper for common test; English composition
and it was easy lh.
makin' stories(:
and syg,wish me good luck(:
ty,dear.
aniwae,i choose number 2..its abt on the weekend wht did u do?
thn i write,abt me and my famili go ECP and Marina Barrage(;
blahblahblah..

thn aft the test,straight awae msg syg(;
thn...
was so HYPERHYPER giler babs.
idk whY. don't even asked(x
hees~
thn..
go hme go buy the usual things..
OREO CRUSH ! bubbletea (; <3 looved
thn go hme,talk to syg jap.
thn use laptop.

thn sleep.
whn wake up,get to kw..
he kol my hme and my MUM ANGKAT ! :X
walio.
i was shocked to hear.
thn he was shocked too (:
thn he sae he was so sorrie...he didn't mean it.
>> its okay lah syg. haha's.
thn whn i heard all abt it...
i laugh??
cause i was like..
jus wake up frm my afternon nap,thn this thing happen.
it was so FUNNIE??
and i thgt i was DREAMIN (;
hehe.
wiired huh :D

aniwaes,aft tht..
i on9,fs,listen 2 music and bloggin'
as usual (;
well,need to study MALAY uhs.
but..idk wht the hack is..
TATABAHASA siot.
mcm ane nk belajar??!!
help!!

HAKIM...
i ask him wats tatabahasa..
thn he sae,wait.
thn i wait..
thn he sae,u betol u nk tao?
thn i sae,yrh.
thn he sae tht again.
thn i sae,eh jgn mcm ginie uh..uatkn org suspen je.
thn he sae...sebenarnye...
thn i interrup...u pon tk tao kn
thn he suddenli sae...i pon tk tao!!
sowrrie..he sae
i was like...dh agaknyer.
haha's.
kelakar eh,HAKIM ! -.-"
Hhaha's.
adeade je,tao HAKIM nie (x

kae lh,gtg.
and find wat is TATABAHASA
nyahahhaa (x

♥ My World My Life

4:22 AM

♥ Wednesday, February 18, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

~ Tasha Jade & Atin ~

we have d&t..
d&t 3 periods sia.
thn was so bored,me and TJ go and take photos.
hehe,wit tht googles :D

thn..
todae,i get bck my phne.
yea ~
happie,but i have promised my mum smetin'
tht's why i get bck my phne.
thn aft skewl i top-up $6
thn i kol my syg...in the end
i didn't get to talk wif him..
ina and didi talk to him
but mstly is ina
KECOH sgtsgt (;

haha's.
syg tk baek..diier panggil
ina > banana split
ina panggil diier..
dan > do dol
drg panggil me..
atin > doughnut/ aitin (entah lh drg)
mepek2...haha's (x
wht can i sae, my LOOVED ONES (;

thn hang up..
ard 5+ syg kol me again..
ina lagy ckp dgn diier (x
hais.
tk dptchance ako nk ckp dgn syg ako nie.
tapy gerek uhs (:
thn aft choir..straight awae go hme

skrg niekn ATIN bdk baek (;
nyahahaha's. mcm pahams :P

thn at hme,syg kol me
at last got to talk to hym in PEACE ;D
hehe.

thn todae got HOT news!
erlyn kene tangkap dgn cikgu.
yg diier hisap!
kat sekolah lagy tuu,aru je 2nd period dh kene tangkap -.-"
bengs ke up diier nie ??!!
*dua-dua.
haha's.

thn we all,the malay girls..
HAPIIE GILLER BABS sia
lepas dgr HOT news tuu.
SENYUM BESAR,BEB :D

*xiiak je kiter org.
huahuahua.

and todae..
DANIEL AND FATIN
1MONTH :D
YEA ~

<3
looved.
muaacks.

well,tht's abt todae.
ty (;

♥ My World My Life

6:59 AM

♥ Tuesday, February 17, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

todae,at skewl..
it was so boring,i tell ya.
nth to do,but fun thgh for my friends and classmates.
happie for them (:

well,i was feelin' so lonely before and now.
and sadness.
i feel tht my heart was in a dark and sadness place.
tht i could not find my wae ):
i just cnt get over it.
even him.
i kept thinkin abt him.
eveydae. evertime. ALWAYS!

i just hope his okay and doesn't do any stupid stuffs.
and his happie.
thts wht i want frm him.

whn i get bck hme,i straight awae go to my room
and chge all tht and straight awae take teddy.
hug teddy so tight
and suddenly i burst into tears.
i was like so sad todae.
sad thn ever.

and i noe tht,tomrw we will not be in touch for almst the whole dae.
his busy,im busy.
and ouh yrh,i have no hp wif me!
well,sommre is our 1mth anniversary and
i feel tht i would not be happie on tht dae.
i cn feel it ryte nw.
cos ryte nw,im sad.
and 2mrw will be WORSE.
*marked my words.
i noe.

2mrw have choir sommre.
idk whether i have the mood to sing or not.
hais.

another 2 mre hours its..
18january09 ~

HAPPIE 1MTH ANNIVERSARY,SYG.
I LOVE YOU <3
and stay happie alwaes alrite,syg(:
muaacks.
muched loved;
fatin <3

♥ My World My Life

6:11 AM

♥ Monday, February 16, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

well,todae
at skewl,have science class test.
and i have no idea whts the question is tryin' to ask.
and i have no freakin' idea whts the answer (;
hehe.
but still,i jus do uh.
maybe,i do anihw ltr get sme marks :D
nyahaha (x
thn suddenli,got malay class test sia.
wth. cikgu tk blg seyh.
again,haha's.
do anihow :D

thn,at skewl..
do the same thing >>
ask Yun Qi for some sweets (; (eat in class)
go toilet everytime; relief teacher
and write his name,everywhere
temernong jauh,tyme class
draw..

i dun noe whts up wif mie,now-a-daes
keep changin.
blahblahblah.
kae lh gtg.
buyhbye.
got to study

♥ My World My Life

4:52 AM

♥ Sunday, February 15, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

~ its stated there <3>

~ his edit (1) ~

~ US ~

well...

todae,tk gie madrassah uhs.

sakit (;

hehe.

thn kol my syg...

thn kol him again at 2+...

todae was...

SUPERDUPPER-BORED !

hais.

yesterdae,was VALENTINES dae (:

didn't go aniwhere.

jus go to skewl wif dad,cos have PTI for prefects oni.

thn actulli yesterdae have plan to go to ECP,but thn..

i can't go. cos of tht dae on THURSDAE.

so yrh,didn't go. and i have no mood aniwaes.

mengaji pon tk gey,cos the PTI habis lambat.

blahblahblah.

TODAY...

more worst...

BOREDOOM KILLS !!

I TELL YA !!

NO JOKE.

thn nth to do...edit pics.

thn cht,fs,listen to music,otp wif syg.

thts all i do.

but mstly edit pics.

hehe.

well,i gtg.

buyhbye.

P.S

COMMON TEST IS COMMING !!

AaHh'sS..

on the 19 FEB.

wth.

it is jus AFTER 1mth wif him,dh common test !!

urRgh..so BAD !

pft.

~ his edit (2) ~

~haha's (; ~

♥ My World My Life

4:51 AM

♥ Friday, February 13, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

heyhey !

in class,we have a this thing called...

" my angle "

we,need to help the person tht we alredy pick up.

but tht person dosen't kw who u are.

so,yrh.

just nw in class we tell the person tht we are their angle.

and i get so many presents and sweet !

thx u guys !

espicially,ARINA my angle (;

she give me CHOCOLOTES :D

aniwaes,thn todae..

i straight awae go hme,as i cnt go for choir.

cos of YESTERDAE stupid plan !

i go follow her and him !

i was sick they still insist me to go.

we go bugis > city hall > penny > esplanade > esplanade rooftop > maraina square > HOME !

like wth !

i told them i need to and want to go hme at 5.30 but thn in the end go hme at 8 !

thn i kw i was in a DEEPdeepDEEP TROUBLE !!!

and guess wht..

I'M !

thn gt to kw frm my dad tht..

my mum and brother is searchin for me !!

thn...

frm tht onwards cnt tell you.

and...

todae i have no mood at all,in skewl.

so sad..

DAMN SAD !

cos..

cnt msg him,didnt talk to him almost 2 or 3 daes oredii !

:'(

miss him so much.

well...

just wanna sae...

happie valentines dae !!

muched looved by :

atin

MUACKS !

♥ My World My Life

5:33 AM

♥ Wednesday, February 11, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

well...firstly want to sae

sorrie for not update blog yesterdae.

cos no tyme.

and jus wanna tell guys,my hp been confiscate by my mom AGAIN !!

like WTH !!

hais.

nvm. kae thts abt yesterdae.

TODAY ...

without my hp,wif mie.

i feel so EMPTY and LONELY.

as there is no MUSIC thrgh my ears and cnt msg my syg ):

and i didn't concentrate at all,sia.

thinkin' abt him (:

well...todae i didn't cme for choir cos

i was SICK !!

i told mrs.wong oredii.

she knws.

aniwaes,thn...

atin, lyn, siti, rai, fir, dan, zul, rara, billa...

we lepak.

thn we sit..we walk under the RAIN :D

~ wee ~

hee's.

thn get FREAKIN' WET sia.

but it was fun thgh.

thn...

the soccer ball stuck siol !

kat atas pokok ke per.

haha's.

padan muker drg :P

thn..

as lyn go do STUPID things.

thn semua TERLIBAT dlm pekara yg diier buat.

even MIE !!

she slash her hand...thn drh keluar.

thn rai pon take her siccors awae.

and pass to others uh.

thn i try to stp her.

even siti, rara, rai.

thn she keep hurtin' rai, i stp her uh.

thn i try to comfort her.

thn she tryin' to get awae frm me..

but i dun care,i grab her and HUG her.

and thn she got to calm herself as i was huggin' her and siti..

siti,cos she was cryin'.

thn...

aft tht she do it again,tryin to get the siccors bck frm rai

thnthn...

sampai...

rara pekik kat lyn.

thn she still do it.

as all of our hands is grabbin' at the siccors.

thn she keep grabbin' it and didn't let it go...

i can't take it animre..

i SHOUT and SCOLD at her sia.

to let the siccors go.

so FUCKIN' angry and mad at her.

thn she let it go.

dpt tao, my tangan kene slash dgn diier peh siccors.

even siti punyer tangan.

thn rara get the siccors she go and take out the screw and throw it awae.

thn lyn straight awae,want to go to the road.

me, rai, siti and rara STOPPED her.

thn she get fed-up..

she took her bag and left.

thn hack care her..

blahblahblah...

i was sittin' at the bench wif siti.

thn suddenli a soccer ball hit my GOD DAMN FACE !!

like..WTH.

it was so DAMN HURTIN' !

thn i was...

about to get knock out cos...

my eyes hurt as the ball hit my specs thn hit my eyes.

thn nw,i feelin' giddy.

cannot walk propperly sia.

thn the guy sae,im i ok or not.

thn i sae,no.

thn he sae,eat crrot byk2 nnty mate baeknye.

the guy is my frewn punyer frewn.

idk his name.

aniwae,aft tht FUCKIN' SHIT happen todae aft skewl.

i STRAIGHT awae go hme.

what a F*CKED UP DAE IT WAS TODAE !!

URRGHH...

(tell me abt it )

♥ My World My Life

3:06 AM

♥ Monday, February 9, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

todae...todae...TODAE !

have physics test...lit test.

haiya.

too many test sia.

well,wat to do.

common test is commin on the 19 Feb !!

walio.

aniwaes,in school is so DAMN boring !!

cos can't msg my syg uhs.

pp8 low beb.

thn i so bored i go drw and write somethin..

as the teacher was teaching this is wat i did....

:. nth better to do :D .:

:. my drawing .:

:. yeah. his mine ! .:

:. haha's. more worst nth better to do ! .:

nth better to do huh.

hees ~

well...

todae,i had alot of fun ! :D

YEAH.

k luh..gtg.

my parents oredii screammin' at mie to off the com.

well..gtg.

buyhbye.

♥ My World My Life

6:31 AM

♥ Sunday, February 8, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

~ me and teddy <3>

haha's.

well...yesterdae nite was so FUNFUNFUN !!

cos,i was in a CRAZY mood :D

last nite,ard 11+ he koled.

it was alot of FUN,im telling yaw.

we laugh&laugh&laugh.

LOL (b' jgn mengire ehyk)

the JOKE was so DAMN FUNNIE,huh.

hees ~

thn abt todae,huh

urrmm....

in the aftrnoon,otp again.

hah's.

but this tyme...

i was HYPER GILLER BAB'S !

seriously. no joke.

haha's.

i make his dae and my dae...so WILD !

aft the kol...

IMISSHYMSOMUCH !!

hais.

but...

i still have TEDDY !! :D

hehe ^^

thn...i took a nap for a while.

thn i waitted for hym to on9.

i tght he will not on9.

cos i hv been waittin' for hym for a long tyme..

thn in the end he on9 !!

whuhoo ~

im happie seyh :D

cos..

i miss hym so much !!

well..i gtg uh.

wanna cht wit my syg (;

buyhbye.

♥ My World My Life

4:37 AM

♥ Saturday, February 7, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

saturday ! !

well,todae i have mengaji ard 2pm.

thn...yesterdae

i watch BANGKU KOSONG !

~ whoohoo ~

seram cey.

but dh tk seram sgt cos...

im otp wit my syg (:

thn he cn kacao2 me agy,cey.

pft.

aniwaes,i had fun.

cos i TERtdo,heh (x

hehe.

blahblahblah.

todae,nth much happen.

i top-up my phne.

and we talk.

and latr ard 11+ he goin 2 call mie,again :D

yea.

missh him so much !

thn2...

now,im bored.

lol.

but will not be bored whn he call mie ! (:

alah !!

now i oredii chge my mood !!

tht...

FUKIN' BASTERD MUZZY CANT STP IT SIAL !!

SIAL UH !!

AKO DH HAPPIE2 KAO TUKAR MOOD AKO SIAL !!

XIIAK UH KAO !!

DH PANDAI CKP GTU BEYH,NK OFF9 UAT APER SIOL !!

TEROS CKP UH SIA !!

TAK YRH NK OFF9 , ON9 ALIK UH MUSIBOT !!

PUKIMAK DIIER UH !!

geram sak ako,dgn MUZZY !!

ako tk carik pasal...dier nk carik pasal.

CB ,uh !

F*CK OFF LUH , MUZZY !!!

♥ My World My Life

6:28 AM

♥ Friday, February 6, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

hey guys.

todae,at skewl..

i have HISTORY test..

thn it was so DAMN EASY 4 mie cos..

yesterdae i study till 1am in the mornin jus 2 stdy abt HISTORY.

wiired huh.

LOL.

thn aft recess..

i relise tht,all my frewns chge their mood sia.

tht morning they were in a good mood thn aft recess..

all bad mood.. hais.

it is all JUST OF A SUDDEN.

One by One all gne into a BAD MOOD.

well..

thn jus nw,go to KFC and have our lunch.

sedap beb :D

thn2...

do D&T cos we need to pass up it todae.

i do any hw one and..

I FORGET TO PRINT THE PICS SIA !

WTH.

haiya.

aniwaes, i talk to hym again.

~ wee ~

miss him alot cey.

now tht my pp8 low.

gonna miss him so much !!

I SERIOUSLY LOVE HIM; DANIEL !

CAN'T BEAR TO LOOSE HIM )':

HE MEAN ALOT TO MIE.

JUST WANT HIM, NO ONE ELSE.

AND I SERIOUSLY MEAN IT...

I LOVE DANIEL.

AND NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE HIM AWAY FROM MIE !

HIS MINE.

♥ My World My Life

5:30 AM

♥ Thursday, February 5, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

skewl...

like OMG !

hais. feelin' so tiired.

and i didn't concentrate much on studies again.

HAH'S.

aniwae..

todae ish...

AMEER'S BADAE :D

AH'MENGS BADAE :P

haha's.

wish u a happie badae,ameer (:

ah'meng betol kao.

lols.

thn2...

i have nth better to do..

i dae dreammin' :D

hais.

so stress up ..

thn nw...doin sme THINKING !!

wat the hell.

thn hear song.

so BORED !!

frm jus nw...

i THINK..THINK AND THINK !

(idk wht i thinkin abt...hmmm,or do i??)

haha's.

well..2mrw hv HISTORY TEST AND CHOIR !

WTH !

MLS SAK AKO NK GIE.

TAPI...TERPAKSE SIOL.

HAIYA.

TKPER2.

haiya.

HAIYAA....

LOLS

well..tc u guys.

buyhbye.

aniwae...

ADEK MISS ABG ZUL !!

*Sobsob

♥ My World My Life

4:58 AM

♥ Wednesday, February 4, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Todae...todae..ToDaY

let mie see..

i didn't concentrate much on my studies.

espicially on..

GEOG,MATHS,MT AND PHYSICS.

tht period of tyme...my mind is somewhere else.

kept thinkin abt it.

hais.

aniwaes,aft skewl..

go to buy sme food and top-up..

till money all FINISH !

haiya.

nvm. thn i was..

SUPER DUPER HUNGRY !!

want to eat and drink oso NO MONEY !!

thn choir tyme...

i was FREAKING COLD sia !!

cos the air con luh..so the damn cold.

thn we got 7mins break oni...i go out and i tght it will be hot and sunny.

and it turns out tht,it was cold cos it was RAINING !!

GODDAMMIT !!

haiya.

thn i go find some1 and just grab their hand 2 make myself a lil bit warmer.

haha's.

and borrowed lyn's jacket.

HUAHUAHUA.

aft choir...

we meet nas at the bubbletea shop.

and i saw hym drinking OREO ICEBLANDED.

i was so JELOUS..cos i have no money to buy tht !! D:

but thn...

he want to give me ,his $5 so tht i cn buy..but

i don't take it. i just dun one.

thn he give me his bubbletea :D

haha's.

aniwae..

THX NAS !!

thn i go bck hme.

and blahblahblah.

haha's.

now,im on9..but my syg not on9 cos he go and c the doctor.

hais.

pitty for him cos...

he have been sick hw many daes oredii and his sick is becomming WORSE !!

aww...

GET WELL SOON KAE,B' (:

k lah..till here.

buyhbye. tc,you guys.

♥ My World My Life

5:37 AM

♥ Tuesday, February 3, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

hais.

todae..uh

wat to sae..i oso dun noe.

where to strt...dun even sae.

HAH'S.

kae,well..

todae,i found out mre TRUTH abt my frewns and the person tht whom i loove so much.

it's like...

the truth relli hurts and make me sad whn i heard all abt it.

its like...

when im gonna loose them??

and i hope,NOT soon.

cos i need them right here beside me and to be with me whn i need them.

hais.

i just dun want to loose aniibdy.

(kae tht is one of it)

thn todae...

otp wif him again.

haha's.

well...i miss hym so much seyh.

*Blahblahblah.

thn i sleep at 7 till 8.20pm as i was tiired.

and nw..im doin this.

blogin. chat. fs. listenin to songs.

so yrh.

and my MALAY h/w the akhbar.

haiya.

well.. tht's all.

tc,u guys.

buyhbye.

♥ My World My Life

4:47 AM

♥ Monday, February 2, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

~class photo [2A]~

hais.

wat a dae,at school.

haha's.

school so BORING !!

can't msg my syg and my frewns seyh.

hais..so the DAMN BORING !!

thn recess tyme,as i was doin my prefect duty.

the malay guys..

( raizan,firdaus,farhan,musharraf,rasyhdan)

they go up to the second level WHICH they cannot.

then end up,they came dwn running.

cos,they are running away from the PRINCIPLE !!

HAH'S.

told u guys not too !

DEGIL.

and everii1 dpt lari EXCEPT for Raizan.

he kene tangkap by the principal.

HAH'S.

padan muker.

aniwae,thn i go hme at 4.30

the com lab tutup,uhs.

thn me,nas and lyn hang ard there.

nth better to do,we took pics.

enjoy..

~ [n][a][l]~

nas.atin.lyn

~nerds~

~the RETARDS~

well..thts all.

tc,babe.

hehe.

♥ My World My Life

4:53 AM

♥ Sunday, February 1, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

hello,people !

urmm...well, sorrie abt yesterdae yaw.

hehe.

i noe tht i sae,i will bloggin' and on9 again but..

i didn't.

so,im sorrie.

well..abt todae,huh.

urm...

yesterdae nite,i go to my grandma's hse and sleepovr there.

and as usual, kol my syg (:

we talk and talk and talk..

haiya.

till in the mornin' :D

thn guess wht...

ard 12+ suddenli i talk to my syg and

suddenli stpped talkin..and u kw wht !?

he is ASLEEP oredii.

hehe (X

kecian b' i, diier penat luhs.

thn i oso kept quiet uhs.

thn till the next mornin' i found out tht..

i suddenli fell ASLEEP TOO !!

LOLS.

duadua TERtido tyme otp.

-.-"

hehe.

aniwae,thn i went bck hme ard 10+.

and hais.

kol my syg again -.-"

lols.

*i love talkin' to him.

and he tk gie madrassa cey..

blahblahblah on the phne till the aftrnoon.

hees.

thn...i hang up.

thn he was like waitin 4 mie to on9 ard 4+ till 7+

thn nw can..cos of the stupid internet !!

aniwae,whn i jus on9 tht BASTERD MUZZY !!

CB,uh him.

blm pape je...dah ckp ako playgirl.

bf here, bf there.

eh,palapuki xiiak anak tuu !!

kiter peyh lamer tk cht,kao block ako..beyh skrg kao unblock ako

beyh ako aru je on9 kao ckp gtu !!

kao ader aper hal sak laki !!??

dah bape lame bulan tk beboal baru skrg nie beboal ke per !!

lagy2 hina ako !!

ehyk,F*CK OFF LUH EHYK !!

MIND YOUR FREAKING BISSNESS !!

AND KAO CIAPE SAK,NK CKP AKO GTU SAK !!

KAO NK CHAT DGN AKO BEYH APPER OFF9 KE PER !!

ASL SAK !!??

KONEK KECOT KE PER SIAL !!

TK DER HAL NK CARIK HAL !!

BEYH APPER OFF9 !!

DH SAH, KONEK KECOT UH !!

PALABUTOH.

URGHH....

SO FED UP !!

HATE MUZZY !!

NK STEP MANE PEYH CPT !!

URGHH....

aniwae,i had enough of tht FREAKING BASTARD !!

well..till here uh.

no mood uhs !

tht CB...chge my mood sia !!

k lh..update blog latr.

♥ My World My Life

4:33 AM